So Fucking Stupid

i'm so fucking stupid it's not even funny. i studied so long and hard for my math test, and guess what i get. yea that's right. i get a fucking 66%. SIXTY SIX PERCENT. that's a FUCKING D+. i've never scored so low on a test in my life. why am i so stupid? my mom keeps telling me, "hey you're asian. asians are good at math and science. so why do you suck at math so much?" you're not fucking helping, mom. fucking flat foot. who the fuck does she think she is, telling me that i suck? like i didn't already fucking know that. fucking shit oh my fucking god. i'm just so mad at myself right now. how could i have sunk so low?! i just scored below average. BELOW FUCKING AVERAGE. that's not the way i roll. i'm so disappointed. watch, once my parents come home and check their fucking emails and see that i got a fucking sixty six percent on my math test, they're gonna yell at me. or they're gonna talk to me and make me feel fucking guilty for being so fucking stupid. what the fuck is wrong with me oh my fucking god. FUCK LIFE you fucking suck.