Sick and Twisted

i can't believe i got an 85% on my math quiz. and this was supposed to be the easy chapter! life is so unfair. why can't i ever have a little bit of happiness and celebration? i got an 80% on my biology test, too. now i have an 89.1%. it's so borderline; i'm scared. i'm sorry i'm never able to come online and blog about some good news. i feel like these past few months have been nothing but a chaotic whirlwind of sadness and hopelessness and i just feel as if i'm constantly being let down.