the only thing that i'm not feeling really happy about is that michel and i are starting to drift apart. we don't really chat or text as much anymore... and we talk at school and hug and stuff but i feel like something isn't the same anymore. i don't know if it's me or if it's him, but i feel like something's up. i wanna ask him about it, but i don't really want to seem clingy or anything cuz i hate clingy people, especially if i'm like that. so i try to avoid those type of situations.
i've been really addicted to wong fu productions recently and the interesting thing is that one of the guys, wes, looks a lot like my cousin, ronnie. it's crazy hahaha.
i'm still trying to find my place socially and at school and in this world. but i think i'm improving somehow. i don't feel like there's a big weight on my shoulders 24/7 now. i feel much happier and i'm having more fun. i just wish i knew how to control my time better. then i could get more sleep and get more things accomplished faster but still do just as well.
xoxo, emily
infinite happiness, please? |
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