Poor Waldo

poor waldo... how are ya, wally?

And Now I Know

now i understand why peter pan said he never wanted to grow up

OMG

i wanna do my hair like this! but this is gonna take time and effort, so im going to have to wait for a day where i have less homework and no tests or projects or whatever and try it out (:

Two

it's the different sides that really make all the difference

Dye My Hair?

i want to dye my hair like in the picture below, but my mom won't let me! she says all the chemicals and stuff is bad for my hair... i know she's right but i just really want to dye my hair >:(

"Heart Attack" - Demi Lovato (Sam Tsui & Chrissy Costanza of ATC)

OMG THIS IS LIKE THE BEST FUCKING COVER EVER
cuz like both sam and chrissy can hit the high notes like wtf
IM SO JEALOUS QQ WHY CAN'T I SING THIS WELL :(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDELybyZ4oU

Just A Girl

it's sad how i dont fit in anywhere special. i dont have my own special club or sport or team or whatever thing that im in at school. everybody else does. my mom keeps telling me and pressuring me to join something so that i can have something good on my college applications. my dad keeps telling me and stuff that i wont know until i try it. but i already know i dont fit in anywhere and i already know im not good enough for some clubs. i just know that. idk, it's like some gut feeling.

Hakuna Matata

it's time for me to be happy (: my math grade is finally starting to go up, although i'm still kinda struggling but SHHH don't tell my parents that hahaha... and plus, it's almost the end of the school year. i finally got my glasses fixed too, so now i can start seeing better again LOL. i've been wearing my old glasses these past few months, so i haven't been able to see the board in some of my classes that well.

the only thing that i'm not feeling really happy about is that michel and i are starting to drift apart. we don't really chat or text as much anymore... and we talk at school and hug and stuff but i feel like something isn't the same anymore. i don't know if it's me or if it's him, but i feel like something's up. i wanna ask him about it, but i don't really want to seem clingy or anything cuz i hate clingy people, especially if i'm like that. so i try to avoid those type of situations.

i've been really addicted to wong fu productions recently and the interesting thing is that one of the guys, wes, looks a lot like my cousin, ronnie. it's crazy hahaha.

i'm still trying to find my place socially and at school and in this world. but i think i'm improving somehow. i don't feel like there's a big weight on my shoulders 24/7 now. i feel much happier and i'm having more fun. i just wish i knew how to control my time better. then i could get more sleep and get more things accomplished faster but still do just as well.

xoxo, emily

infinite happiness, please?

I'm Laughing

my organs are giggling this is so funny michel sent this to me
the ironic thing is that i'm eating apples right now hahahahahaha

An Edit

this is just an edit i made yesterday that i'm really proud of (:
the girl in the picture actually looks a lot like me.
i have the jacket and her hair looks like mine, too.
all i would need is the camera and the obey snapback.
which reminds me, i really want a snapback :P

Lil Kitty

awhhhh da little kitty is so cute :3

Cute

this is both an extremely cute joke and way to propose (':

So True

this is so true! omfg how did they come up with this? and that last one... #27? almost broke my heart. i almost burst into tears; it was so sweet.

http://www.buzzfeed.com/daozers/27-signs-you-were-raised-by-asian-immigrant-parents

AWH WHY

WHY IS THIS LITTLE DUCKLING SO CUTE
0:38 FOR THE CUTEST PART (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=CWgbmgIzoT8

Sick and Twisted

i can't believe i got an 85% on my math quiz. and this was supposed to be the easy chapter! life is so unfair. why can't i ever have a little bit of happiness and celebration? i got an 80% on my biology test, too. now i have an 89.1%. it's so borderline; i'm scared. i'm sorry i'm never able to come online and blog about some good news. i feel like these past few months have been nothing but a chaotic whirlwind of sadness and hopelessness and i just feel as if i'm constantly being let down.

Stand By Me?

'til the very end.

Take Me Away

i just want to run away from here sometimes

Come Away With Me

i cant live without you, i cant live without you, baby
i cant live without you, i cant live without you baby, oh baby

the highway wont hold you tonight
the highway dont know you're alive
the highway dont care if you're all alone
but i do, i do.
the highway wont dry your tears
the highway dont need you here
the highway dont care if you're coming home
but i do, i do.

Highway Don't Care by Tim McGraw ft. Taylor Swift & Keith Urban

Sleep

i think it's a known fact now that i love sleep and that unfortunately, i do not get enough of it.

Hi.

well since freshman year is almost over, i'm starting to feel pressured to prepare for my future. my brothers told me sophomore and junior year are the most important years that colleges look at. i feel like i'm not doing enough extracurricular activities. in fact, i'm not doing any at all! i don't feel like my grades are very good either and that my parents are disappointed i'm doing so badly in math and science. i feel so stupid at my school cuz my school is a very competitive high school full of asians. my mom keeps saying that i should be good at math and science cuz that's asians are usually good at.

i know i shouldn't compare myself to my friends or anything, but i can't help it. my bff is vice president of our class and she's so outgoing and is very good in leadership stuff and she's just like, a part of so much at our school! she's such an amazing person and i'm so proud of everything she does. there are times, though, where i feel like i'm not good enough. i can't find anything that i really like doing in school, something that i'm passionate about. i can't find anything i'm good at, which i don't know... i guess it scares me. what happens if i never find out what i'm good at and i'll forever remain average? how will i get into any good colleges then? i want to go to a good college because i'd feel satisfied and actually feel good enough and proud of myself. i want to make my parents proud of me. i feel like in these pass couple of months at school, i've been spending so much time congratulating other people on their achievements. meanwhile, i sit at home and wonder what i'm doing with my life and when will it be my turn to ever be congratulated for achieving something? when will it be my turn to be happy and stop crying over another failure of mine? i just feel like i'm on a lower level than everybody else.

it's also getting hotter here where i live, and so lots of people have been wearing shorts and skirts and i just feel so self conscious of my body. it doesn't help that we're doing swim for our next PE unit. i wouldn't mind being short if i weren't so chubby in some places, especially my thighs. i wouldn't mind being short, either, if it were for genetic reasons and not because of scoliosis...

Draw My Life - Ryan Higa

#inspiring
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KPmoDYayoLE

So Fucking Stupid

i'm so fucking stupid it's not even funny. i studied so long and hard for my math test, and guess what i get. yea that's right. i get a fucking 66%. SIXTY SIX PERCENT. that's a FUCKING D+. i've never scored so low on a test in my life. why am i so stupid? my mom keeps telling me, "hey you're asian. asians are good at math and science. so why do you suck at math so much?" you're not fucking helping, mom. fucking flat foot. who the fuck does she think she is, telling me that i suck? like i didn't already fucking know that. fucking shit oh my fucking god. i'm just so mad at myself right now. how could i have sunk so low?! i just scored below average. BELOW FUCKING AVERAGE. that's not the way i roll. i'm so disappointed. watch, once my parents come home and check their fucking emails and see that i got a fucking sixty six percent on my math test, they're gonna yell at me. or they're gonna talk to me and make me feel fucking guilty for being so fucking stupid. what the fuck is wrong with me oh my fucking god. FUCK LIFE you fucking suck.

Beyoncé - Single Ladies (feat. Justin Timberlake)

omigawd this never fails to crack me up "we're the dancers" LOL
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=djmFOK0pHb0

#DA2014

still waiting (: i'll never give up on him <3

Magic Kissing Card Trick

LOL this is hella funny and also how the heck did that guy do that?!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jo0gY4EjW2o

Demi Lovato

i find her to be an inspiration (:

i love her new song Heart Attack (:

I Need To...

i need to learn how to do this on myself :P it's so cool! but unfortunately, my hair still isn't long enough, so i'm going to have to wait until my hair grows longer. stupid hair, grow faster already! :(

fishtail braid :D

I Still Do

LOL no im serious. i still do this :c

Collage

here's my collage for april! i know this is like, 3 days late, but i finally got around to making it so... yeah (: the sad thing is though is that spring break is practically over! how did this happen?! i swear, just yesterday was the last day before spring break. why is spring break only one week? i think it should be two... one for relaxing and one for catching up on everything else. it's so unfair .-.

click the picture to enlarge it! :D

Hola Abril

happy first day of april (:
i sometimes hate april fools day .-.