Wtf

what the what?
im so confused. more deets later.

alright it's later! i posted this last night and now it's today afternoon. so basically, i have time restrictions on my account that prevents me from using the computer after 10pm. my dad did this during the school days because he was trying to make sure i wouldn't over use the computer and not get any sleep or whatever. i dunno. or because he thought sitting down in front of the computer too long is bad for my back. he claims that im too addicted to the computer. and this makes me really mad cuz what if i need the computer for homework or maybe i just want to listen to music. so anyways...

i asked him if he could remove my time restrictions or at least change it so that i cant use the computer after 12am. much more sensible right? (now that it's summer and everything) but instead he just asked "why?" and i was like, "well it's summer now... and you said you would change it to 12am instead of 10pm" he really did say that in the beginning of summer but he never did change it. it's really annoying. but my dad was just like, "why?" again. it's so frustrating! so instead i just said "you know what? never mind. it's fine." it was so freaking embarrassing although i have no idea why.

so i guess i'll just have to bear these time restrictions for the rest of my life now unless my dad decides to change it and i one day mysteriously find that im able to stay on the computer even after 10pm. and yeah. that's about it. that's what happened. i didn't want to post this earlier cuz i didn't want my brother or dad to see (they were sitting on the couch behind me since the computer is in our family room and they were watching tv) i wish i could get my own laptop. most of my friends have their own laptop.

when my brother goes to college i know he's going to get a new laptop for his own. then, he's going to pass down his laptop to me. it's a really old one. it's like, a windows vista and it's kind of slow. my mom passed it down to my oldest brother when he was in high school and when my oldest brother went to college and got a new laptop, my 2nd oldest brother got the laptop... which is why im pretty sure im getting it next. ah what a sad life i lead sometimes.