LIFE.

so anyways... i've got lots of homework from my summer math class. UNFAIR. usually it's only one lesson homework, but today our teacher assigned us two lessons. double the freaking work. not cool, bro.

i wish i had a best friend that acts like the best friends in the books i read. i know if i had one like that, i would totally act like one, too. but sadly, i don't. a lot of my best friends aren't actually all that close to me. sure, some of them may know my deepest, darkest secrets... but they still wouldn't really know the real me. i dunno. it's just how i feel.

michel finally got a new phone and so he asked for my number again so he could text me. it's weird. i thought michel would be only a little crush and that it'd fade away after a while. the summer would make us drift apart and that would be it. but then he had to go and keep contact with me this whole summer, even when he went on vacation. if he had wifi, he'd email me. when he got back from vacations, he'd chat with me. and now that he got a new phone, he can talk to me even when he's on vacation whenever he wants. it's amazingly weird. i don't know if i actually like him that much anymore though... sure he makes me laugh and stuff, but he doesn't exactly treat me right. i like being treated like im special by a boy that i like... but michel just acts perverted around me. that's not exactly what i had in mind. he's not the prince charming i've always wanted.