Ice Skating

there's gonna be a fundraiser this friday for my high school. it's an ice skating thing and im going with my friend. i honestly dont know what to wear, but i guess i'll be wearing my PE shorts, a tshirt, and a jacket. i wish i knew what to wear. i'll probably look stupid. ok, maybe i shouldnt wear PE shorts. who wears shorts while ice skating? i'll wear jeans then. but but but, now i need to find a pair of jeans that when i wear them i look good and if i fall you cant tell there's a wet spot on my butt or anything so i dont get embarrassed. definitely not my dark grey jeans... my light grey ones? maybe... not my black ones cuz they're faded. my blue regular denim ones? maybe... sigh.

Boots/Beanies

i know it's not winter or fall or anything yet
hell, it's not even cold weather time stuff!
but i really want these boots.
actually, i've always wanted these kinds. LOL
well, except without the little bow things.

                       

i also kind want some beanies. not those fitted ones. my brother has like, two of them, and they just look weird on me. i mean like those slouchy ones. kinda like the ones in these pics...

           

Recording

so i recorded myself singing maroon 5's song "payphone" and megan nicole's cover of "the a team" by ed sheeran. anybody whoever said that i was a good singer was so wrong on so many levels. i sound awful!! how could anybody think my voice sounds good? im terrible.

looks like i'll never be a singer. oh well. i figured i wasnt cut out for it anyways...

Summer Olympics

it's the 2012 london summer olympics. it's a shame this will be michael phelp's last year. he's 27 now so i guess he's too old for the next time. he didn't win anything for his first event, which hasn't happened since like, 2000. he did win silver for his second event. good job dude (:

i like watching the swimming events & gymnastics events & diving events. that's mainly what i watch. the other stuff isn't as interesting to me lol

the olympics stadium

Summer So Far

ehhh summer hasn't been as fun as i had imagined it. in the end i still had tests and quizzes and homework to do because of the summer math tutoring class thing. i've only hung out with my friends twice this summer. maybe two more times, im not sure.

there's gonna be an ice skating fundraiser thing for my high school and my friend wants to go. i dunno if i should go or not... if i do go, what should i wear? something that doesn't stain easily when it's wet. i don't wanna be embarrassed. i don't care if i fall but if the butt part of my pants look wet then im gonna be so freaking embarrassed. but i guess i'll go.

im hoping i get my braces off soon. originally i was supposed to have gotten them off like, 1.5 months ago, but my orthodontist decided my teeth weren't ready yet. so i think they're gonna come off sometime late august. i just wish it'd come off before school starts and before i get my ID picture taken.

im also trying to grow my hair out so it's longer. hopefully once it grows long enough, it can cover up my back and then people won't be able to see as easily my curved spine -.-

until the next time i blog ♥

Holy Crap

What the hell? My math teacher (from 8th grade) called me again! And I missed it... again! He called me once on the last day of school I think, and he called me again this morning! This is so flacking weird... I wonder what he wants. I'm not calling him back, that's for sure. But I know that I'll at least visit him when I'm in 9th grade or whatever... cuz I'm just so nice :P

i cant be no superman, but for you i'll be superhuman ♥

Jimmy Eat World - Hear You Me With Lyrics

i am so addicted to this song.
it's got so much meaning behind the lyrics. ♥

Agent Spencer Reid? Uh, No. DOCTOR Spencer Reid!

ROFL you go Reid!

im glad; i like you just the way you are (:

yeaaaaah i got a thumbs up from Reid! im special (;

awh, Matthew Gray Gubler (actor who plays Reid) is so cute :D

his eyes are slowly seducing me into nothingness (':

the cast of Criminal Minds... so cute! :]

TeeVee

im kinda obsessed with the show "Criminal Minds"
some person was nice enough to upload all of the episodes onto Youtube :D i try not to watch the episodes that have a lot of blood and gore though. *shudder*
they sicken me .-. i watch the more... PG13 ones XD

my favorite character is Dr. Spencer Reid
he's the one on the far left
you can see his gun and holster very clearly :P
such a cute pose for the cast, yea?
i like Reid's hair better short than long...
when it's long, it hides his face and cheekbones :(

I Wish

i wish everybody in the world had the chance to experience how it feels to be able to buy anything you want... how it feels like to be rich. it must be nice...

Breathe

~i cant breathe without you, but i have to~
*im sorry♥im sorry♥im sorry*

What? It's SUNDAY?!?

Yes, that's right. It's Sunday. I haven't updated this blog in 2 days. I'M SO SORRY BABY I DIDN'T MEAN TO! YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU!

So anyways. The reason why I haven't updated this blog is because, well, I haven't had the chance to go on the computer that much. Yesterday, I went out to the mall and watched the movie "Brave" with my best friend, who I haven't seen all summer. One of the best days of my life. I always feel like my bff and I are drifting away because we don't spend a lot of time together. When we do, it's always with other people and that annoys me. I just want to spend time with my bff and tell her things that I don't like telling other people! So I'm glad we got the chance to hang out yesterday - just the two of us. Just like old times.

The day before that, I was busy packing the stuff in my room. We're starting to paint the bedrooms and bathrooms now, so I had to pack all the stuff in my room so that the people could paint the walls and stuff. After the people paint, other people will come in and change the carpet to wood floor... It's going to like so different! Plus, I'm planning on changing my room around so it looks different... I'm tired of the same old look, yah know what I mean? If you don't well then... er... uh... never mind.

Anywhoo, peace out for now!

Ahahaha

OMG bwahahaha i see what they did there!
that's so freaking cute :D

Cheater?

So there I was in my summer math class, taking a quiz. Then I start to feel like someone else is looking at my paper. I realized that my friend who was sitting next to me was looking at my paper and copying down my answers. She was trying to make it really subtle so I wouldn't notice, but I noticed anyways. She was good, but not good enough. She would look down at her paper, pretend to think a little, then look towards my paper like she was just thinking, and finally she'd quickly write down whatever answer she saw from my paper as if she had thought of it herself. It wasn't fair! So, obviously, I tried to cover up my paper a little, but it's hard to cover it up when you have nothing to cover it up with. I was pretty ticked off that she would actually do that. I mean, if it was just for one question that was maybe really hard, then fine. I'd brush it off. But she was practically doing it for almost every single question! Some friend she is.

I Want :O

woah i want to do that to my bed too!
i want to put lights around my bed
it'd look so freaking cool :D

Wtf

what the what?
im so confused. more deets later.

alright it's later! i posted this last night and now it's today afternoon. so basically, i have time restrictions on my account that prevents me from using the computer after 10pm. my dad did this during the school days because he was trying to make sure i wouldn't over use the computer and not get any sleep or whatever. i dunno. or because he thought sitting down in front of the computer too long is bad for my back. he claims that im too addicted to the computer. and this makes me really mad cuz what if i need the computer for homework or maybe i just want to listen to music. so anyways...

i asked him if he could remove my time restrictions or at least change it so that i cant use the computer after 12am. much more sensible right? (now that it's summer and everything) but instead he just asked "why?" and i was like, "well it's summer now... and you said you would change it to 12am instead of 10pm" he really did say that in the beginning of summer but he never did change it. it's really annoying. but my dad was just like, "why?" again. it's so frustrating! so instead i just said "you know what? never mind. it's fine." it was so freaking embarrassing although i have no idea why.

so i guess i'll just have to bear these time restrictions for the rest of my life now unless my dad decides to change it and i one day mysteriously find that im able to stay on the computer even after 10pm. and yeah. that's about it. that's what happened. i didn't want to post this earlier cuz i didn't want my brother or dad to see (they were sitting on the couch behind me since the computer is in our family room and they were watching tv) i wish i could get my own laptop. most of my friends have their own laptop.

when my brother goes to college i know he's going to get a new laptop for his own. then, he's going to pass down his laptop to me. it's a really old one. it's like, a windows vista and it's kind of slow. my mom passed it down to my oldest brother when he was in high school and when my oldest brother went to college and got a new laptop, my 2nd oldest brother got the laptop... which is why im pretty sure im getting it next. ah what a sad life i lead sometimes.

From Emma Horan's Bio On Twittah

"I cheated on my fears, broke up with my doubts, got engaged to my faith, and now I'm marrying my dreams."

Oh and by the way? Emma Horan is Niall's cousin (:

Liam Payne and Andy Samuels twitcam full 6/19/12

lol these crazy boys ♥

LIFE.

so anyways... i've got lots of homework from my summer math class. UNFAIR. usually it's only one lesson homework, but today our teacher assigned us two lessons. double the freaking work. not cool, bro.

i wish i had a best friend that acts like the best friends in the books i read. i know if i had one like that, i would totally act like one, too. but sadly, i don't. a lot of my best friends aren't actually all that close to me. sure, some of them may know my deepest, darkest secrets... but they still wouldn't really know the real me. i dunno. it's just how i feel.

michel finally got a new phone and so he asked for my number again so he could text me. it's weird. i thought michel would be only a little crush and that it'd fade away after a while. the summer would make us drift apart and that would be it. but then he had to go and keep contact with me this whole summer, even when he went on vacation. if he had wifi, he'd email me. when he got back from vacations, he'd chat with me. and now that he got a new phone, he can talk to me even when he's on vacation whenever he wants. it's amazingly weird. i don't know if i actually like him that much anymore though... sure he makes me laugh and stuff, but he doesn't exactly treat me right. i like being treated like im special by a boy that i like... but michel just acts perverted around me. that's not exactly what i had in mind. he's not the prince charming i've always wanted.

Just Saying

hee, just wanted to post a little post (:
the last post i posted was my 13th post of july
SWIFT THING!!

What the Hell

Why was it so hot a couple days ago and then now all of a sudden it's chilly? It's like, 20 degrees cooler! It's crazy :O

Argh

i need a speech topic that will last 4-5 minutes... it needs to be easily memorized since i have to give the speech tomorrow without any notes to help me. dang it... WHY?!

Pooooo

Why is it so hot?!?
It's too hot for my liking. QQ

Room

wow i wish i had this room :3

New Collage!

I MADE A NEW COLLAGE YES IT'S TRUE :O

This Is Me

well guys... this is me... and i've finally accepted it... sorta.

July 4th

Oh yeah, I forgot to post this yesterday, but HAPPY JULY 4TH! It's a bit late for it now, I suppose hahaha. But yeah, Happy Independence Day. I'm proud of my country :D

YESSSS

i should listen to my heart right? and not my mind?

Michel asked me to go to the movies with him. Well, technically he was asking me to do a favor for him. He was saying that his friends were going to go to the movies but they were bringing their girlfriends or whatever and he didn't want to be a third wheel. So I was like, "Why don't you ask someone else like Jessie or Tiffany?" cuz I figured he was closer to those two girls than me. But he was like, "Nahhhh." So I really don't know if he likes me or not. He's so confusing sometimes hahaha.

My mom says I shouldn't date him cuz he's Vietnamese. She says our cultures are too different (I'm Taiwanese) and that Vietnam is considered a lower status than Taiwan is or something. I think it's unfair that she's judging him by his race. I mean, I like him. So why can't I date him? My friend thinks that Michel might like me, too. But to be honest, I really don't know anymore.

Isn't He The Cutest/Sweetest Thing Ever?

Jimmy Fallon vs Justin Bieber - Late Night With Jimmy Fallon

LOL this is hilarious!
i really dont know why people hate on justin so much
justin's a really nice guy, and he's really sweet too (:

Your Eyes Don't Lie

"Eyes like a shutter; mind like a lens." -Anonymous

Happy July 1st

The Cinderella Song

I'm not a princess, this is no fairytale
I'm just a regular girl in a regular world
But sometimes I feel like the world
Could be crashing down any moment now

What do I have to do to hold on
I've got to, got to keep strong, keep strong
Release the emotions in The Cinderella Song

Then I wonder if there's really such a thing
As happily ever after
Wonder if I'll stop with the misery
And actually feel laughter

But I've got to keep strong, keep strong
And write, write The Cinderella Song