So yeah. I found out that Michel doesn't like me. He only sees me as a friend. He likes Marianne Rara and Thi Luong or something. I feel kinda sad. I thought he actually liked me. Guess not. I just told him that I liked Brian Xie. Which is true, I do like him... I'm just kinda disappointed cuz I thought that Michel had actually liked me... at least just a little bit. But I also told him that I liked someone else, except that it probably wouldn't work out so I was just going to crush on him unawares. I was talking about him. But he didn't know. He wanted to know who it was. I refused to tell him. I told him it was "my secret".
Time to listen to some Taylor Swift songs. I'll probably feel better after listening to "You Belong With Me" or "Teardrops On My Guitar" or something like that.
I promised myself I wouldn't be one of of those lovesick and clingy girls. That's going to be one very hard promise to keep. The fact that we text and chat with each other all the time doesn't help either.
hai im emily. wait no scratch that. im juliet looking for my romeo and a new pair of converse (': i was in love, but that was yesterday. i want to live my life, not just survive. but, it's hard to grow up in a world where you never feel like you're good enough. silence can be a girl's loudest cry. i think that in the end, we're all a little bit fucked up sometimes. anyways, this is my blog where i post my true feelings and all that actual shit. here, im real. and there's no stopping me.
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