school is starting in just a matter of 4 days. i'm going to miss summer. today's the first day of september. it's finally sinking, yah know, the fact that summer's pretty much over? now that august has ended, i just kind of get the automatic feeling that "omg school's starting."
i'm so nervous. i'm now a freshman in high school now. this is kind of a big deal to me. a whole different school to get used to, a whole bunch of new teachers, a whole lot more homework and tests and projects, a whole gazillion more people to meet and make friends with... you catch my drift? everything's so different all of a sudden. everything's changing. and i don't know if i can keep up with it all. of course, everybody goes through this. but i can't shake the feeling that something's going to happen. i guess i'll just have to wait and see. it's the only sensible thing to do.
hai im emily. wait no scratch that. im juliet looking for my romeo and a new pair of converse (': i was in love, but that was yesterday. i want to live my life, not just survive. but, it's hard to grow up in a world where you never feel like you're good enough. silence can be a girl's loudest cry. i think that in the end, we're all a little bit fucked up sometimes. anyways, this is my blog where i post my true feelings and all that actual shit. here, im real. and there's no stopping me.
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