So it's been a while since I updated LOL. But I've been really tired ever since I came back from Anaheim. It was really fun, and I loved every minute of it. I wish we could have stayed longer. Our school won first place in every category we were put in, which gave us a total of 7 trophies! I think all of the other schools thought we were conceited jerks or something hahaha. My voice is still sore and slightly raspy... it's weird.
I hate how right after Anaheim I had to study for a bunch of tests. I had a science test two days after, and I failed it (got a D) because I was too tired to study. I tried to study, but my head just couldn't think clearly. Oh well. What's done is done, and I can't change it none. I also had an English test, which I think I may have failed. Not entirely sure yet. Oh, and I had a math quiz today. I didn't know how to do a lot of the problems... I was like "Oh shit, what the fuck is this? I don't know any of this." I think I may have gotten a B- or even lower. However, I think it'll be okay, because I have a 96% right now in my math class. Plus, we have another quiz next week, so that should bring my grade up a little bit.
I miss Michel. His phone broke a couple weeks back, and I feel like we hardly ever talk anymore. Wow, I just realized how cheesy that sounds. He might have a new phone and never told me, but I don't know. I just wish we could talk more again. Is it weird that the last thing I do before school gets out for the summer this year is hug Michel... just once? I just want to see what it'd feel like for him to hold me... Yeah. Maybe it is a little bit weird. But, it's the truth! One time I had a dream about me and him... best dream ever.
Mkay, toodaloo! I have to go do my homework right now. I know right? It's almost the end of the school year, and now we have even more homework and projects and tests! It's so unfair. I liked it better during elementary school where toward the end of the year we would have less tests and projects and practically no homework at all. Gah, I felt so carefree back then.
hai im emily. wait no scratch that. im juliet looking for my romeo and a new pair of converse (': i was in love, but that was yesterday. i want to live my life, not just survive. but, it's hard to grow up in a world where you never feel like you're good enough. silence can be a girl's loudest cry. i think that in the end, we're all a little bit fucked up sometimes. anyways, this is my blog where i post my true feelings and all that actual shit. here, im real. and there's no stopping me.
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