hai im emily. wait no scratch that. im juliet looking for my romeo and a new pair of converse (': i was in love, but that was yesterday. i want to live my life, not just survive. but, it's hard to grow up in a world where you never feel like you're good enough. silence can be a girl's loudest cry. i think that in the end, we're all a little bit fucked up sometimes. anyways, this is my blog where i post my true feelings and all that actual shit. here, im real. and there's no stopping me.
Friday, January 20, 2012
Worthless.
im broken. im so ashamed of myself. im worthless. im stupid. i dont even know why people would want to be my friend anymore; im hopeless. im probably not even good for anything anymore. when did life suddenly get to be so hard? i dont remember it ever being this way. i just want to forget everything. i just want it to end. i hate myself. i cant do anything right. i just want somebody to say that they care about me and that everything's gonna be alright and that nothing will ever hurt me. but i guess fairytales just dont come true. because i might seem like im tough and a normal girl on the outside, but on the inside im just a frightened and fragile little soul - ready to break at any moment now. i dont deserve any happiness.
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