wow i just cried for about 2 and a half hours because i was so scared about how my parents would think of me about getting in such serious trouble. but when my mom came home, she told me that she wasn't mad at me. she said that it wasn't my fault and that my teacher was being unfair for being so picky. she told me not to worry about what her and daddy would feel, because this was just a little thing. she said that this was just a lesson to be learned. basically, make sure you are careful with your work, because you never know how picky a teacher can be. she said not to worry about the saturday school that i have to serve either. she said that i should just do it and be done with it.
im so happy and relieved that my parents are mad at me. today was the worst day ever, and if they had gotten mad at me, well let's just say that i probably would've tried to cut myself. (except i probably wouldn't have gone through with it considering how im a spineless coward)
*sigh* well. i guess everything's okay now, apart from the fact that i still might have to speak with the vice principal about this. i really dont want to; he's really scary when he's mean. ugh, my eyes are so tired from crying now and i have a headache.
8th grade has not been a good year for me.
3 paper pickups and 1 saturday school and 1 visit to the principal and 1 soon-to-be visit to the vice principal. god, how i hate 8th grade. i mean, sure, there's been some good times, but if i recall correctly, most of them have all been bad times. i just wish this would all end soon.
i cant handle much more.
hai im emily. wait no scratch that. im juliet looking for my romeo and a new pair of converse (': i was in love, but that was yesterday. i want to live my life, not just survive. but, it's hard to grow up in a world where you never feel like you're good enough. silence can be a girl's loudest cry. i think that in the end, we're all a little bit fucked up sometimes. anyways, this is my blog where i post my true feelings and all that actual shit. here, im real. and there's no stopping me.
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