what's mickey without minnie?
what's piglet without pooh?
what's donald without daisy?
what's me without you?
and when elmo isnt ticklish,
and pooh bear hates honey,
when tigger stops bouncing,
and goofy isnt funny.
when peter pan cant fly,
and simba never roars,
when alice in wonderland
cant fit through small doors.
when dumbo's ears are small,
and happily ever after isnt true,
that's when i'll stop loving you.
hai im emily. wait no scratch that. im juliet looking for my romeo and a new pair of converse (': i was in love, but that was yesterday. i want to live my life, not just survive. but, it's hard to grow up in a world where you never feel like you're good enough. silence can be a girl's loudest cry. i think that in the end, we're all a little bit fucked up sometimes. anyways, this is my blog where i post my true feelings and all that actual shit. here, im real. and there's no stopping me.
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Thank You
thank you, winnie the pooh and all your lovely friends, for being such an inspiration in my life. you taught me lots of things that i'll never forget.
EASTER TIME!
happy easter! did you all go easter egg hunting? did you guise get to eat chocolate bunnies? no? well that's okay :P i didn't either hahaha actually, i don't think i've ever done those things XD
Friday, March 29, 2013
Rings
these rings are so beautiful (: i would totally want these when i grow older... right now im too young to wear such fancy, sparkly rings hahahaha
Thursday, March 28, 2013
Oh My Lord
my feels for yugioh are overwhelming right now. i just finished reading the entire manga holy crap. i'm just going to go cry in a corner now; it just ended like THAT. and the ending OHMYFREAKINGOD it was so good. sobs i cant believe it's over. i mean, i know it ended a long time ago, but i just can't get over the fact that now that i've actually read the entire manga, it's actually over. you know? ever get that feeling? wow. i just... wow. this is probably one of my most favorite mangas ever. i think shaman king comes in as a close second :P this is what i read on wikipedia, and it literally made my heart just go kablooey.
In the initial planning stages of the manga, Takahashi had wanted to draw a horror manga. Although the end result was a manga about games, it was clear that some horror elements influenced certain aspects of the story. Takahashi decided to use "battle" as his primary theme. Since there had been so much "fighting" manga, he found it difficult to come up with something original. He decided to create a fighting manga where the main character doesn't hit anybody, but also struggled with that limitation. When the word "game" came to mind, he found it much easier to work with.
When an interviewer asked Takahashi if he tried to introduce younger readers to real life gaming culture referenced in the series, Takahashi responded by saying that he simply included "stuff he played and enjoyed", and that it may have introduced readers to role-playing games and other games. Takahashi added that he created some of the games seen in the series. The author stressed the importance of "communication between people," often present in tabletop role-playing games and not present in solitary video games. Takahashi added that he feels that quality communication is not possible over the Internet.
Takahashi had always been interested in games, claiming to have been obsessed as a kid and is still interested in them as an adult. In a game, he considered the player to become a hero. He decided to base the Yu-Gi-Oh! series around such games and used this idea as the premise; Yugi was a weak childish boy, who became a hero when he played games. With friendship being one of the major themes of Yu-Gi-Oh!, he based the names of the two major characters "Yūgi" and "Jōnouchi" on the word yǒuqíng (友情), which means "friendship". Henshin, the ability to turn into something or someone else, is something Takahashi believed all children dreamed of. He considered Yugi's "henshin" Dark Yugi, a savvy, invincible games player, to be a big appeal to children.
Kazuki Takahashi said that the card game held the strongest influence in the manga, because it "happened to evoke the most response" from readers. Prior to that point, Takahashi did not plan for the card game to make more than two appearances.
Takahashi said that the "positive message" for readers of the series is that each person has a "strong hidden part" (like "human potential") within himself or herself, and when one finds hardship, the "hidden part" can emerge if one believes in him/herself and in his/her friends. Takahashi added that this is "a pretty consistent theme."
The editor of the English version, Jason Thompson, said that the licensing of the Yu-Gi-Oh! manga had not been entirely coordinated, so Viz decided to use many of the original character names and to "keep it more or less violent and gory." Thomspon said that the manga "was almost unchanged from the Japanese original." Because the core fanbase of the series was, according to Thompson, "8-year-old boys (and a few incredible fangirls)," and because the series had little interest from "hardcore, Japanese-speaking fans, the kind who run scanlation sites and post on messageboards" as the series was perceived to be "too mainstream," the Viz editors allowed Thompson "a surprising amount of leeway with the translation." Thompson said he hoped that he did not "abuse" the leeway he was given. In a 2004 interview, the editors of the United States Shonen Jump mentioned that Americans were surprised when reading the stories in Volumes 1 through 7, as they had not appeared on television as a part of the second anime series. Takahashi added "The story is quite violent, isn't it? [laughs]"
When an interviewer asked Takahashi if he tried to introduce younger readers to real life gaming culture referenced in the series, Takahashi responded by saying that he simply included "stuff he played and enjoyed", and that it may have introduced readers to role-playing games and other games. Takahashi added that he created some of the games seen in the series. The author stressed the importance of "communication between people," often present in tabletop role-playing games and not present in solitary video games. Takahashi added that he feels that quality communication is not possible over the Internet.
Takahashi had always been interested in games, claiming to have been obsessed as a kid and is still interested in them as an adult. In a game, he considered the player to become a hero. He decided to base the Yu-Gi-Oh! series around such games and used this idea as the premise; Yugi was a weak childish boy, who became a hero when he played games. With friendship being one of the major themes of Yu-Gi-Oh!, he based the names of the two major characters "Yūgi" and "Jōnouchi" on the word yǒuqíng (友情), which means "friendship". Henshin, the ability to turn into something or someone else, is something Takahashi believed all children dreamed of. He considered Yugi's "henshin" Dark Yugi, a savvy, invincible games player, to be a big appeal to children.
Kazuki Takahashi said that the card game held the strongest influence in the manga, because it "happened to evoke the most response" from readers. Prior to that point, Takahashi did not plan for the card game to make more than two appearances.
Takahashi said that the "positive message" for readers of the series is that each person has a "strong hidden part" (like "human potential") within himself or herself, and when one finds hardship, the "hidden part" can emerge if one believes in him/herself and in his/her friends. Takahashi added that this is "a pretty consistent theme."
The editor of the English version, Jason Thompson, said that the licensing of the Yu-Gi-Oh! manga had not been entirely coordinated, so Viz decided to use many of the original character names and to "keep it more or less violent and gory." Thomspon said that the manga "was almost unchanged from the Japanese original." Because the core fanbase of the series was, according to Thompson, "8-year-old boys (and a few incredible fangirls)," and because the series had little interest from "hardcore, Japanese-speaking fans, the kind who run scanlation sites and post on messageboards" as the series was perceived to be "too mainstream," the Viz editors allowed Thompson "a surprising amount of leeway with the translation." Thompson said he hoped that he did not "abuse" the leeway he was given. In a 2004 interview, the editors of the United States Shonen Jump mentioned that Americans were surprised when reading the stories in Volumes 1 through 7, as they had not appeared on television as a part of the second anime series. Takahashi added "The story is quite violent, isn't it? [laughs]"
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Tomorrow
tomorrow is a new day, full of new dreams and new hopes. it's all in the same reality, but it's a new beginning. it's a day to start all over again. tomorrow...
Can We Begin Again?
im so addicted to to Begin Again right now. it's such a good song. i love it. i dont know why i never played it more before. maybe the wrong emotions were just flowing in me. listening to it now just feels so right.
When Is It My Turn?
have you ever hit that low point in life where you just feel so bad about every single fucking thing in your life? where your head hurts like it's going to explode? where your heart hurts so much you feel like you're dying? where you just want to burrow into your bed and fall asleep for hours and hours? yeah. i've been kinda feeling that in these past couple of days, today especially.
so i applied for my school newspaper and i didnt get in. i then applied for my school yearbook staff and i didnt get accepted. im so tired of not being good enough for anything. i feel like im not worth anything like my friends are. everything my friends applied to, they got in. i want to be accepted into something, too. i want to feel like im actually good enough for something that im able to be accepted in because they think i have real talent or skill for something. im just so tired of being disappointed all the time.
im so tired of working hard to get something and not getting it. i keep getting my hopes up, only to have them crushed again. im sick of not being good enough. im a disappointment to myself. i just want to feel happy and proud of myself for an accomplishment or goal i've reached. im just so sick and tired of hearing other people being congratulated. when will it ever be my turn?
so i applied for my school newspaper and i didnt get in. i then applied for my school yearbook staff and i didnt get accepted. im so tired of not being good enough for anything. i feel like im not worth anything like my friends are. everything my friends applied to, they got in. i want to be accepted into something, too. i want to feel like im actually good enough for something that im able to be accepted in because they think i have real talent or skill for something. im just so tired of being disappointed all the time.
im so tired of working hard to get something and not getting it. i keep getting my hopes up, only to have them crushed again. im sick of not being good enough. im a disappointment to myself. i just want to feel happy and proud of myself for an accomplishment or goal i've reached. im just so sick and tired of hearing other people being congratulated. when will it ever be my turn?
this explains so much... like why i stay up so late all the time. |
Saturday, March 23, 2013
I'm So Tired
i'm so tired of being tired. i'm so tired of wanting sleep. i'm so tired of having to study for tests or constantly having to do homework. i'm just so tired of everything. i'm so glad spring break is coming up. i need to relax and let loose a little. i'm too stressed.
Monday, March 18, 2013
Maybe This Is Wishful Thinking
don't get me wrong, i like michel and all. i just wish he was more of a gentleman who knew how to treat a girl right. i wish he was more mature and had better manners or whatever.
Greeeeen
happy late st. patrick's day!
hope you all wore green on the 17th (:
otherwise, i'll have to "virtually" pinch you :P
hope you all wore green on the 17th (:
otherwise, i'll have to "virtually" pinch you :P
Friday, March 15, 2013
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Ahhhhh
oh my gawd im so tired.
i think my new bedtime is 3am.
what. i'm only getting 4 hours of sleep.
im gonna die one day from lack of sleep omg.
i think my new bedtime is 3am.
what. i'm only getting 4 hours of sleep.
im gonna die one day from lack of sleep omg.
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Saturday, March 9, 2013
Awh
omg me and michel while we were at sadies got the caricatures done and while we were getting them done, me and michel got kinda touchy LOL like my legs were in his lap and he was playing with my shoelaces or leaning his arms on my legs omg it just felt like such a cute moment right then. i wish someone took a picture of that... then i could remember it forever <3 oh well i'll always have the caricature to remind me of that one moment (((((:
Lyrics I Wrote
-no title yet lol-
my head is a mess
feeling under dressed
thoughts in a whirlwind
falling in love all over again
someday i'll know what to do
someday i'll know what to say
he's an angel of darkness
he's a devil sent from heaven
he's a swirl of confusion
but he's all i've ever wanted
-and that's all i have so far lol-
my head is a mess
feeling under dressed
thoughts in a whirlwind
falling in love all over again
someday i'll know what to do
someday i'll know what to say
he's an angel of darkness
he's a devil sent from heaven
he's a swirl of confusion
but he's all i've ever wanted
-and that's all i have so far lol-
from a series of unfortunate events movie |
Thursday, March 7, 2013
I've Definitely Felt This
no questions asked. there's no doubt that i've felt like this. maybe everybody has felt like this at one point in their life. i feel like we all exist, it's just that sometimes we have difficulty finding our purpose in life. so, we feel that our life is pointless and that we do not really exist in this world.
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Potterhead Feels
omg i never actually realized this but now that i have my heart is like, crying cuz it's so true and so sad and omfg excuse me as i go off into a corner and just sob over fred's death.
Monday, March 4, 2013
Collage :D
Friday, March 1, 2013
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