happy 15th birthday to me (: im officially 15 now haha omg so at our school there's this valentine's day thing where you can send roses to your "special someone" and so basically it's like pink is for friendship, red is for romance/love, yellow is if you want to send one to your teachers (i think). i got a pink one from my friend and a red one from... MICHEL. yup that's right. i dont know... i know i said i didn't like him anymore but he just makes it so hard for me not to like him... these past couple of months made me change my mind about him. i think i like him again. and now that he's sent me this red rose... well, it makes me feel like we're getting more serious and that we aren't just openly joking about liking each other. we might actually be really legitly flirting and really liking each other.
anyways, this has been one of the best birthdays ever, hands down <3 a couple of weeks prior my birthday, i said i didnt want to celebrate my birthday this year because now that im in high school everything is going to be all couple-y because, well, my birthday is on valentine's day right? but now im glad i got to celebrate at school because i can finally see how much people actually like and remember me and yeah. today was so much fun... plus i wore a really cute outfit LOL (:
hai im emily. wait no scratch that. im juliet looking for my romeo and a new pair of converse (': i was in love, but that was yesterday. i want to live my life, not just survive. but, it's hard to grow up in a world where you never feel like you're good enough. silence can be a girl's loudest cry. i think that in the end, we're all a little bit fucked up sometimes. anyways, this is my blog where i post my true feelings and all that actual shit. here, im real. and there's no stopping me.
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