Just Kidding

michel gave me a heart attack. he said that he did want to go to sadies, and i was like "oh thank god whew for a while there i thought i was gonna be a loser or something." and then at the end of our chat before he said "night night babe, wub you <3" he told me something else that completely surprised me... he said "thanks for asking me to sadies!" it was so unexpected hahaha. michel truly is a paradox and a maze of questions and thoughts that i have yet to unravel and solve and figure out.

Oh God No

he's regretting it. michel is regretting saying yes i just know it. he keeps asking me why we should go and why we cant just stay at home and play gameboys or pokemon oh god. if he ends up not going and i go alone im gonna look like a loser for life and be heartbroken </3 im screwed

So Yeah

uhm... i asked him to sadies... it was really awkward... but michel said yes LOL so it's okay. we just kinda stood there not knowing what to do... ate the cookies... sorta... yeah. we're so awkward. i have a feeling that actually going to the dance together is gonna be awkward. bwahahaha he's too tall for me XD im so short... ah, my sad life of being a midget

hahaha he smiled so derpy

What Does This Mean

omfg are you thinking what im thinking?
i think the picture below is implying that i love michel.
holy crap. im in love with michel? im so confused.

Good Song

catch my breath by kelly clarkson is a pretty good song (:
im not entirely sure when i would be catching my breath, though
... unless if i just ran or exercised heavily... LOL

Hahaha

omfg this is so cute! it looks like me when im hyper, except i look less cute. i look like a retard when im hyper LOL im so nice to myself, boosting my self-esteem like that XD

This Is

this is what's going to happen to me when someone breaks up with me...

One Direction - One Way Or Another (Teenage Kicks)

this is probably their best video. it's the real them, and not the people that everybody wants them to be. they're not being fake here or whatever. it's all real and i love it <3

Broken?

"I broke my self slowly... then all at once." -Anonymous

Mirror

people say the mirror can lie because it cant show you what's on the inside.
i dont even have a mirror, but if i did...

One Direction - Kiss You (Cover)

LOL priceless.

Carrie Underwood - Two Black Cadillacs

this song is legit.

Tired

i guess im just tired of having feelings.

Beauty In Everything

your skin isnt paper. dont cut it.
your face isnt a mask. dont cover it.
your body isnt a book. dont judge it.
your life isnt a film. dont end it.
you are beautiful. 

Cute GIF

from the movie puss in boots hahaha

Expectations vs. Reality

reality is a lovely place, but i wouldnt wanna live there.

Truth

truth. the truth is painful. deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home. sometimes, we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. sometimes, we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud. and sometimes, we tell the truth because we just cant help ourselves. and some other times, we tell them because we owe them at least that much.

The Sad Lyfe

...when you lose everything except for weight.

Omfg

this episode from the big bang theory was so funny XD
i love sheldon and penny together though

Birthday

happy 15th birthday to me (: im officially 15 now haha omg so at our school there's this valentine's day thing where you can send roses to your "special someone" and so basically it's like pink is for friendship, red is for romance/love, yellow is if you want to send one to your teachers (i think). i got a pink one from my friend and a red one from... MICHEL. yup that's right. i dont know... i know i said i didn't like him anymore but he just makes it so hard for me not to like him... these past couple of months made me change my mind about him. i think i like him again. and now that he's sent me this red rose... well, it makes me feel like we're getting more serious and that we aren't just openly joking about liking each other. we might actually be really legitly flirting and really liking each other.

anyways, this has been one of the best birthdays ever, hands down <3 a couple of weeks prior my birthday, i said i didnt want to celebrate my birthday this year because now that im in high school everything is going to be all couple-y because, well, my birthday is on valentine's day right? but now im glad i got to celebrate at school because i can finally see how much people actually like and remember me and yeah. today was so much fun... plus i wore a really cute outfit LOL (:

Crying

crying is the only way your eyes speak
when your mouth cant explain how things made your heart broken.

Hidden

it was.

Have You

learned your lesson yet? let this be a lesson to you.

February

here's the collage for February!

oh and here's the collage for January, in case if I forgot to post it... I forgot whether if I did or not LOL so whatever here it is anyways. better safe than sorry right? idk

lol omfg I just realized that I never posted my collage for Christmas. it's kinda like the December Holiday Special hahaha... specifically made for Christmas :P

AHHH DAVID! #DA2014

omfg omfg omfg david archuleta's putting out a new album in march! so excited cuz there's going to be more than just covers, there's going to be originals too <3

http://davidarchuleta.com/home/?p=5339

dont run away is his latest single from the new album i love it so much

Still

im still crying over the time when niall was telling the fans not to push each other because he didnt want anyone to get hurt omfg he cares so much i cant even asdfghjkl

Memories

memory is a strange thing. it's often overlooked; it's something that almost everyone has. something happens and they remember it from that moment on. memory isn't always a good thing, though. sometimes a flashback can haunt your thoughts. for example, doing something embarrassing, getting rejected, saying something you regret, etc. some people stay up late remembering things they've done. sometimes, you never really know the true value of a moment until it becomes just a wisp of a memory. and even though i want to, there are just some parts & pieces of my memory that i cant erase. sometimes, it's not only the bad memories that's making you sad... but also the best one which you know will not happen for a second time.

So Proud

so proud of the boys that day (':



















but i was even prouder when they went to visit the poor children in ghana