One Direction - Little Things (Lyric Video)

asdfghjkl such a cute song!
it's so sweet (':
it's so different from their usual songs too (:
i love it :D

WOO

i'm gonna have a slumber party on saturday! :D
it's for halloween :D
gonna be so awesome!
wish my bff could stay over though :(
she can come, but she can't stay ~le pouts

Cookies and Life

"someone hold me while i cry, please. i freaking screwed up. how the hell did i get a 74% on my geometry test?! all of tseng's tests are based on the homework, and i knew and studied the homework so why did i get a freaking 74%?! now my grade's a freaking 82%! there's something wrong with me and my brain, i just know it. i can't do anything in the whole f*cking world right. just... excuse me as i cry my heart out." that's what i had posted on my G+ account after i found out my math test score. there's obviously something wrong with me like wtf. my mom thinks i need more help in math, and i'm just like "i know how to do everything it's just that idk something's going on and i don't know what's wrong with me!!"

my friend and her brother and her brother's friends took me out to lunch at burger king hahaha... it was pretty cool. i felt really idk, grown up and stuff. high school's hard. idk why. everything just seems so different, even though much of it is pretty much the same. i feel like i don't have anymore time to myself anymore in my life. i always feel like im running out of time. but the problem is, i'm running out of time to do what? why do i feel like i need to constantly be running to keep up with everybody? i just don't get it.

idk about you but i just really like oatmeal raisin cookies
and i kinda want some right now

Taylor Swift - Begin Again

so beautiful... so natural looking...
i love you taylor...
you never fail to make me smile (:

Hidden Messages in RED!

Hidden Messages in RED
from swiftheart on tumblr


1. State Of Grace 
Hidden message: LOVE DOESN'T COUNT AFTER GOODBYE
Who: Jake Gyllenhaal
Lyrical clues: "Just twin fire signs, four blue eyes”
Both Gyllenhaal and Swift are blue-eyed Sagittariuses, which happens to be one of the three fire signs. Given the sweeping sound of “State of Grace,” it sounds like the pair’s short romance was anything but a meaningless fling.


2. Red
Hidden message: SAG
Who: Jake Gyllenhaal
Lyrical clues: “Passionate as sin, ended so suddenly… Like the colors in autumn”
Swift and her actor beau only dated briefly, from October 2010 (otherwise known as autumn) to January 2011. The singer’s hidden message, “SAG,” could stand for Sagittarius or Screen Actors Guild — both of which are good descriptors for Gyllenhaal.

3. Treacherous
Hidden message: WON’T STOP UNTIL IT’S OVER
Who: John Mayer
Lyrical clues: “Until the gravity’s too much/ And I’ll do anything you say/ If you say it with your hands”
Swift’s hidden message could easily reference Mayer’s harsh remarks toward “Dear John” and her songwriting choices in Rolling Stone. ”It made me feel terrible,” he said. “Because I didn't deserve it. I’m pretty good at taking accountability now, and I never did anything to deserve that. It was a really lousy thing for her to do.” However, Swift’s message to Mayer seems pretty clear: She won't stop writing until this heartache is over. Swift also references two of Mayer’s tracks in “Treacherous”: “Gravity” and “Your Body is a Wonderland”, in which Mayer sings, “Your body is a wonderland/ I'll use my hands.”

4. I Knew You Were Trouble
Hidden message: WHEN YOU SAW ME DANCING
Who: Harry Styles
Lyrical clues: ”A new notch in your belt is all I’ll ever be… And the saddest fear comes creeping in/That you never loved me or her or anyone or anything”
Back in April — before Conor Kennedy — Swift had a reported fling with One Direction’s resident womanizer. Swift was allegedly heartbroken when she saw photographs of Styles, 18, and American model Emma Ostilly on a date in Auckland on April 20. Swift’s reference to dancing could be a nod to her enthusiastic cheering during One Direction’s performance during the Nickelodeon Kids’ Choice Awards back in March.


5. All Too Well
Hidden message: MAPLE LATTES
Who: Jake Gyllenhaal
Lyrical clues: “Left my scarf there at your sister’s house… Oh your sweet disposition”
This one is just too easy. Not only does Swift’s secret message point toward her and Gyllenhaal’s favorite coffee date drink, but the song also mentions his older sister Maggie and their apple-picking adventures in upstate New York. Oh, and one of Gyllenhaal’s favorite bands is Temper Trap (ahem, “Sweet Disposition”).


6. 22
Hidden message: ASHLEY DIANA CLAIRE SELENA
Who: Her BFFs: Ashley Greene, Dianna Agron, Claire Callaway and Selena Gomez.
Swift’s fun, flirty “22” is an ode to being young and a nod to her BFFs.


7. I Almost Do
Hidden message: WROTE THIS INSTEAD OF CALLING
Who: Owl City’s Adam Young
Lyrical clue: “I bet this time of night you're still up”
On Swift’s last album, Speak Now, she penned the track “Enchanted” for Young. Too shy to call her back, he crafted a response in the form of a cover of “Enchanted.”“Dearest Taylor,” he wrote. “I’ll be the first to admit I’m a rather shy boy and since music is the most eloquent form of communication I can muster, I decided to record something for you… This is what I wanted so badly to tell you in person but could never quite put into words.” However, Young says he never got a response from the country-pop singer. So it makes perfect sense that she would follow that up with another song — with the message, “Wrote this instead of calling.” Also, Swift sings, “I bet this time of night you’re still up,” which could be a nod to Young’s insomnia.


8. We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together
Hidden message: WHEN I STOPPED CARING WHAT YOU THOUGHT
Who: Will Anderson
Lyrical clues: “And you, will hide away and find your piece of mind with some indie record that’s much cooler than mine”
Swift dated the Parachute frontman — an indie rock enthusiast with a wide array of Ray Ban glasses — on-and-off in December 2011.


9. Stay Stay Stay
Hidden message: DAYDREAMING ABOUT REAL LOVE
Who: Conor Kennedy
Lyrical clues: “That’s when you came in wearing a football helmet”
Since Swift and Kennedy’s relationship is so new, they may not have achieved “real love” yet, but Kennedy’s good manners (he carries her groceries!) make it easy for her to daydream. “This morning I said we should talk about it/ Cause I read you should never leave a fight unresolved/ That’s when you came in wearing a football helmet.” Conor plays football at Deerfield Academy.


10. The Last Time
Hidden message: L.A. ON YOUR BREAK
Who: Jake Gyllenhaal
Lyrical clues: “And all the times I let you in/ Just for you to go again/ Disappear when you come back/ Everything is better”
It looks like Gyllenhaal and Swift had some kind of on-and-off-again crazy beautiful romance given the amount of tracks he inspired. With his filming schedule, Gyllenhaal could have easily met with Swift “in L.A. on his break,” so the hidden message points toward the actor.


11. Holy Ground
Hidden message: WHEN YOU CAME TO THE SHOW IN S.D.
Who: Joe Jonas
Lyrical clues: “Well I guess we fell apart in the usual way/ And the story’s got dust on every page/ Sometimes I wonder how you think about it now/ And I see your face in every crowd”
The book is certainly closed when it comes to Swift’s romance with Jonas. That relationship has already inspired three of Swift’s hits — “Forever and Always,” “Last Kiss” and “Better Than Revenge.” But “Holy Ground” represents a young woman finally at peace with her first love. Back in 2008, Swift flew to New York to be with her JoBro while they filmed a segment for the Jonas Brothers’ 3D concert movie. “We had this big wide city all to ourselves,” she sings, which could easily refer to her and Joe’s time in the Big Apple together. Also, Swift’s secret message is a reference to Joe being spotted at two of Swift’s concert in L.A. and San Jose. Could the middle Jonas have snuck into her show in San Diego as well? All signs point to yes.

12. Sad Beautiful Tragic
Hidden message: WHILE YOU WERE ON A TRAIN
Who: John Mayer
Lyrical clues: “Good girls, hopeful they'll be and lonely will wait”
Only Mayer would travel by train. Isn't that what Shadow Days is all about? And Swift’s reference to “good girls” could be a nod to Mayer’s now-famous cover of Tom Petty’s “Free Fallin’.” Also, “Sad Beautiful Tragic” pretty much sums up the entirety of Mayer and Swift’s ill-fated romance.

13. The Lucky One
Hidden message: WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO KNOW
Who: Joni Mitchell
Lyrical clues: “It was a few years later, I showed up here/ And they still tell the legend of how you disappeared/ How you took the money and your dignity, and got the hell out”
Swift is set to play her idol, Joni Mitchell, in an upcoming, albeit top-secret, biopic (i.e. “ Wouldn't you like to know). Mitchell retired from the spotlight years ago, choosing the “Rose Garden over Madison Square.” Swift has not only called Mitchell one of her idols, but she’s also one of her songwriting inspirations.


14. Everything Has Changed
Hidden message: HYANNIS PORT
Who: Conor Kennedy
Lyrical clues: “And all I've seen since 18 hours ago is green eyes and freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel right”
This duet with Ed Sheeran is obviously about her current boyfriend Conor because the hidden message is “Hyannis Port.” Hyannis Port just so happens to be where the Kennedy Compound is located — and where Swift just purchased a home. Sheeran and Swift sing, “I just wanna know you better,” on the chorus, and the singer-songwriter will definitely get to know her beau better when she moves in right across the street. Also, the song mentions green eyes, which wouldn’t you know, is the same eye color of the young Kennedy.


15. Starlight
Hidden message: FOR ETHEL
Who: Ethel Kennedy
Oh boy. Now Swift has even penned a song for her beau’s grandmother Ethel. “I met Bobby [Kennedy] on the boardwalk, summer of ‘45.” The song, written from Ethel’s perspective, is an ode to young love, dancing like “ we're made of starlight,” and having “10 kids” (Ethel and Bobby actually had 11 kids) and teaching them “how to dream.” Adorable or creepy? We're not quite sure.

16. Begin Again
Hidden message: I WEAR HEELS NOW
Who: Will Anderson / Conor Kennedy
Lyrical clues: “ I've been spending the last 8 months/ Thinking all love ever does/ Is break and burn and end”
The Parachute frontman — you know, the indie rock enthusiast —wasn’t Swift’s tallest ex, so if we had to guess which former flame had an issue with Swift’s height, we're going to say it was Anderson. That fling fizzled in January 2012, but things between Swift and Kennedy started heating up in August 2012 — “eight months” after her last breakup. “And you throw your head back laughing/ Like a little kid,” could be a reference to Kennedy’s age. After all, he’s three years her junior. Plus, it’s seems only natural that Swift would conclude her album with a nod to her current beau.

This Week

woo! tay's album RED comes out today!! (since im posting this at 12-ish am on monday er... morning hahaha) it'll definitely make this week a lot less... depressing lol.

this week is gonna be hecka stressful. i have to wake up hecka early on monday to schedule this damn book talk for english (so stupid like wtf), tuesday i have a math test and i really need to bring my math grade up, wednesday i have a biology test and a spanish vocabulary quiz. i really need to bring my biology grade up. the best i could hope for this quarter, though, is a B+. not even a mere A- would happen. and then on sunday, i have this big chinese midterm. im pretty scared for it. it's level 4 chinese. of course im scared. im not that smart. why am i even in level 4 chinese?! idk. life is weird like that i guess.

at least nov 3-4 will be the halloween slumber party. that'll help relieve the stress. it'll be fun (: im glad im doing the whole thing hahaha. it'll help everyone feel better and it'll definitely be more fun than any of the dances or whatnot my school has been holding lol.

kay bye for now. it's late. i need to study ahead for a pop quiz i have a feeling my english teacher will be giving us. boo you suck english teacher :(

Homecoming Dance

it was kinda boring, to be honest. the aloha dance we had in the beginning of the year was more fun. dunno if elliot likes me or not. my friend started crying at today's dance. she didn't want to talk about it, but she did say that she wasn't crying because something happened to her. oh well... i'll be a good friend and respect her privacy and stuff. if she wants to talk to me about it, then sure, i'd be glad to talk to her. if not, well then, i guess i should just forget it.

Likes

so i dont really like michel anymore, as you probably already know. i like a guy named elliot now (: but shhhhhh the whole world doesnt need to know that ;D

my friend natalie got asked to the homecoming dance by this guy named chaz. i knew they were good friends and stuff cuz they were both dancers and etc and i knew they hugged and blah blah blah but i never thought chaz would ask natalie! boy, i feel really lonely all of a sudden.

taylor swift's album RED comes out on October 22nd! so excited (:

love you, mwah! xoxo

Damnnnn

i havent updated in foreverrrrr
it aint my fault i swear
it's that darned school stuff again.
it's ruining my online life

ugh i hate my deformed, twisted body. i had to go to acupuncture today for my scoliosis, and i was listening to my music cuz it helped take away the pain. well... not completely. i try not to whimper or cry out in pain when the doctor guy sticks the needles in... instead i just kinda take sharp intakes of breath.

my mom and the doctor guy probably thought i couldnt hear what they were saying but i could. i could hear my mom say how sorry she was that i had to live this way with this stupid and ugly curved back. she was telling the doctor how she hated how i had to suffer and how when i grow up, im going to have to suffer even more than i do now becuz im young now. when im older, my body will have more troubles and other shit.

my dad's a firm believer in yoga and my mom's a firm believer in acupuncture. to be honest, i hate both. i wish there was just some magical cure that would fix my darn spine so that it looks normal and so that i dont have to feel different and ugly from everybody else.

i wish i could be normal.
no, i dont need to be perfect.
just normal is fine.

ha... ha... ha... sigh...

New Song?

today, a new song by taylor was supposed to come out. but, i've been so busy, i haven't heard it yet. i have a spanish and a math test tomorrow. i seriously hope i can get a good enough score on my math test. i mean, c'mon. i did a whole summer tutoring thing, and yet i still have a B?! what the fuck!! like, i missed 2 problems once, just two problems and i got a C on that quiz. what the hell is wrong? i'm starting to really hate my math teacher. my spanish teacher is already annoying. in fact, i really don't like any of my teachers this year. wow, this sucks. this sucks shit.

{All Things Taylor}

just 2 pictures of Taylor related things (:

Red {Taylor Swift}

Braids

im suddenly very interested in braids.

The Real YOLO

dont take life for granted

Sunshine and City Lights

My Baby Leprechaun

he's so cute <3

Vintage Fairytales

Greyson Chance - Sunshine & City Lights

greyson's new single
ASDFGHJKL SO GOOD.
his voice is so mature now
it's so beautiful <3

Taylor Swift New Song 'Red' Preview

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY <3
SO FREAKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
MY EMOTIONS ASDFGHJKL :D

Hola Octubre

lol the title up there ^^ it be spanish (;