I like Michel. Like, a lot. I just wish I knew if he liked me, too. I wish he would show some kind of sign that maybe he liked me. Right now, I feel like we're just friends who like to flirt with each other and tease each other about stuff. It's like we have this weird love/hate relationship. Not completely love, but not completely hate, either. I wish we could be something more. Whenever he sort of compliments me, I can't help but have a smile on my face (even though I can't really tell if he's joking or not). Whenever I'm with him, I can't help but want to talk to him more or impress him. I even had a dream about him once. That's never happened before with any of the other guys I liked! Well, apart from Greyson Chance, but he's really famous so yeah, he doesn't quite count LOL. I really really like Michel. The sad thing is that I don't know if he'll ever like me back. I mean, who'd love me? I'm stupid, ugly, and fat. On top of all that, I have scoliosis and hyperhydrosis! I'm disgusting. But you know, maybe, just maybe, if I hope with all of my heart...
Rude Awakening: sometimes you just want to give up before your heart breaks anymore than it already has </3
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