I Love...

I love my twitter friends so much.
They don't judge me.
I bet my real friends probably would.
Well, not all of them.
But definitely some of them.

Ellen Catches Up with Savannah Robinson

holy crap! this girl is just so good! wonderful singer!

Wow

Hm, fascinating. I just realized...
Today is the last Thursday of 2011...
What will the new year bring me?
Hopefully lots of joy and fun.
I don't think I can handle anymore pain.

Me

i am who i am. im weird, im lame, i run into walls, i spill stuff, i trip over my own shoelaces, i scream about random and stupid things. but i like it that way. never going to change. ♥

Connie Talbot - My Heart Will Go On

holy crap this girl is good!!!
no wonder she was a finalist on britain's got talent...

i wish i could sing as well as her... and she's younger than me! :P

Pressure To Change

"Love is louder than the pressure to be perfect." -Demi Lovato

"You're lucky enough to be different; never change." -Taylor Swift

Beauty On The Inside

Merry Christmas!

Oh my gosh! It's 12am here, so Merry Christmas everybody!!
Love you all, and I hope you guys all get lots of presents and have lots of fun. Make sure you spend time with you friends and family! SPREAD THE LOVE AND CHEER!!! ♥

Happy Holidays (:

Science Project and Other Stuff

So my science project is basically that I have to build an elevator that runs on a motor. It's kind of an engineering project I guess... Anyways, I'm in a team of three: me and another girl and a guy. We have to build a small elevator using an electric motor, and it has to be designed to that it can lift itself and a load of 0.25kg cube mass up a distance of 1.2 meters withing 15 seconds. Technically, if we can do it in 20 seconds and we meet all of the requirements, we get an A. Obviously, that's what we want.

So today was our first meeting... We actually got the motor to run! I'm pretty excited, hahaha. Bad thing is that the next time we meet is like, a week and half later because the other girl in my group is going on vacation, which I guess, is good for her, but bad for our team. But, I suppose it can't be helped. Besides, this kind of gives me the opportunity to work on SAT practice and do my English projects. (I'm taking the SAT's with my older brother for the first time in March 2012 or so...)

Oh yea, English. I hate English. I also hate the English projects I've been assigned to do. It's so stupid! My teacher is so stupid, too. I mean, her 8th grade material is easier than my last year's teacher's 7th grade material. I know, it's stupid right? Yea, that's what I thought, too.

Sigh, well, that's it for now....
Blog y'all later! :)

Awww

Awwww why are you so cute David? :)

LOL THIS GIF IS FUCKIN' HILARIOUS.

when i graduate, im going to sneak into all of my teacher's bedrooms and do this:

Band Concert

I had a band concert...
Overall, it was pretty good.
Our band (Symphonic Band) played pretty well.
Now, Wind Ensemble (even more advanced band) played so well, they received, like, SO much applause! The audience totally loved them. I did too LOL. They were awesome!

But, ugh, it was SOOOO hot in the gym.
And plus, by the time I got home, it was almost 10pm.
And, I still had history & science hw & an English essay.
So far, I've finished history.
Now, I'm moving onto science hw.
This is gonna take awhile...
Looks like I'm going to be staying up late again!
*Sigh* I hate staying up late, but it seems to be inevitable.
The English essay is gonna take forever, too.

I hate my English teacher.
She should stick to just being a drama teacher.
Her 8th grade English material is easier than my 7th grade teacher's material. Now that's just sad. Don't you agree? I mean, seriously! She doesn't know how to teach at all.

Okay, time for me to go finish my hw now.
Have fun? Never.

I Can't Believe It!

OMG, I'm so surprised! My friends got me an iTouch for a Christmas present (and a birthday present too cuz it cost a lot). I AM SO THANKFUL FOR THEM. My friends are way too good for me, I don't even deserve to call them my friends... I'm just so happy right now.... I've been rendered almost speechless! (:

Over 10 people contributed to donating money to buy my iTouch... (:
My two best friends, who came up with the idea in the first place, donated about $50!!!
I'm so lucky to have best friends like them... (:

I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!!
I don't even know how to express all of my gratitude... (:

So many smileys... (:

Gurl Facts.

Emotionally: I'm done.
Mentally: I'm drained.
Spiritually: I feel dead.
Physically: I smile.

PAR-TAYYY

Yay! Today's the day of my Christmas party... Nobody's here yet, which is expected since it isn't even time for them to be here! LOL. I am soooo excited...
I hope this party turns out well. If it doesn't, I'll be super sad... You know, cuz I spent lots of time planning for this and waiting for this day to come. Yea. I'm that excited. ;)

LOL... This Kid...

LOL WOW SERIOUSLY?

OMG.OMG.OMG.OMG

OMG I LOVE THIS PICTURE. NEVER DELETING IT. EVER.
I LOVE YOU DAVID ARCHULETAAAAAAAAAAAA
ARCH ANGEL FOREVER!!!  ♥

Single

You're single?
HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA HAHA
Yea, I am too.

Testing

Ugh, I hate the weeks right before break. That's when the teachers always assign the most work or schedule all of the tests because they want to do it all before break.

It happened with Thanksgiving Break. And now, it's starting with Winter Break. Great, next it'll be Spring Break! Ugh, I hate it when the teachers do that.

Christmas Wallpapers

woooo! my new wallpapers for my desktop background :D

MooHaHaHaHa

LMFAO: Everyday I'm shuffling.
YouTube: Everyday I'm buffering.

Best of Dory - From "Finding nemo"

cracks me up every time :D

oh how i love ellen :)

Worried

I'm worried about my best friend... look at the poem she wrote:

"Where is the girl who I met and liked?
Not her, no, not her.


Not the one who stares in the mirror,
Not the one who lies.


Not the one who acts like she's better,
Not the one who pries.


Change could be happy,
But this one is sad,
I'm still here,
Although I am mad.


Another day passes
And I'm still unsure,
Just waiting for some kind of
Change to occur.


Why are there so many thorns for each rose?
Everything in life has so many woes.
When will I find a true friend who cares?
A friend who fixes, but not one who tears."

I know, good right?
But something's definitely wrong with her...
She hardly ever writes poems.
Well, unless if she's upset or angry... like now.
I wonder what happened?
I know she doesn't always like it
When people ask her if she's okay...
Or if something's wrong... cuz it gets kinda annoying, ya know?
Maybe I should just let her come to me and talk.
But knowing her, she probably won't.
Should I make the first move? I'm so confused. :-/

Find A Flaw

go on. i dare you. try it. no luck?
yea that's what i thought.
cuz taylor swift is enchantingly perfect.

HurrHurr

LOL hilarious gif from twitter...
behind the scenes of taylor swift's music video "ours"

Birthdayyyy :D

Happy Birthday Taylor Swift!
You're now 22 years old...
I'm so proud of you, girlie...
Have an enchanting day!
And remember, I will always be
wonderstruck by all of your songs. :)
♥love♥love♥love♥

Now and Then

2011: "Come at me, bro."
1800: "Advance towards me, brethren."

Never

Never gonna be beautiful.
Never gonna be smart.
Never gonna be loved for who I am.
Never gonna be known for my true self.
Never gonna fall in love and find my Prince Charming.
</3

Friends

F.R.I.E.N.D.S ♥

(F)ight for you.
(R)espect you.
(I)nvolve you.
(E)ncourage you.
(N)eed you.
(D)eserve you.
(S)ave you.

Love

Cinderella walked on broken glass. Bella loved a beast. Snow White barely escaped a knife. THIS is what love means: facing your fears. ♥

TaySwift FEARLESS & OTHER

"To me, FEARLESS is not the absence of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again... even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. It's FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. I think it's FEARLESS to fall for your best friends, even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, I think it's FEARLESS to stop believing them. It's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright... That's FEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and Prince Charmings and happily ever after. That's why I write these songs. Because I think love is FEARLESS. -Taylor Swift & her explanation as to why she called her 2nd album "FEARLESS"

"You're lucky enough to be different; never change." -Taylor Swift

"When I was a little girl I used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales, you meet Prince Charming and he's everything you ever wanted. In fairy tales, the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so you always know who he is. Then you grow up and you realize that Prince Charming is not as easy to find as you thought. You realize the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot; he's really funny, he makes you laugh, and he has perfect hair." -Taylor Swift

"No matter what happens in life, be good to people. Being good to people is a wonderful legacy to leave behind." -Taylor Swift

"I'm intimidated by the fear of being average." -Taylor Swift

"Words can break someone into a million pieces, but they can also put them back together. I hope you use yours for good, because the only words you'll regret more than the ones left unsaid are the ones you use to intentionally hurt someone." -Taylor Swift

HOMEWORK

H.O.M.E.W.O.R.K

Half
Of
My
Evening
Wasted
On
Random
Knowledge

Celine Dion - It's All Coming Back To Me Now

i dont care what anyone says.

this is one of celine dion's best songs ever.

it's better than all that autotune shit that people use today.

(cough cough ke$ha cough cough t-pain cough cough)

Greyson Chance Reading How The Grinch Stole Christmas

he'll be a great dad and
really good at reading bedtime stories to his children ♥

I Am...

I'm an artist. I paint on a smile.
I'm an actress. I hold back the tears.
I'm a doctor. I try to fix my broken heart.

I'm Not...

I'm not pretty enough.
I'm not funny enough.
I'm not smart enough.
I'm not skinny enough.
I'm not tall enough.
I'm not beautiful enough.
I'M JUST NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU ANYMORE. </3

WTF O.O

*Computer freezes.*

Me: WTF?!? *starts clicking everywhere.*

Hahaha

LOL i think i now have an addiction to coffeeeeeeeee :D

Greyson Chance - Hold On 'Til The Night

best music video EVER!!! i just love the whole black and white thing going on.

i like the idea with the lights and stuff, too.

the whole thing just looks so inspirational! :D

great job, greyson, im proud of you :) ♥

Greyson Chance Sings Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree

aw, so cute! greyson is so adorable with his new haircut :)

Ugh

Damn, I so cannot wait for Saturday and Winter Break to come.
On Saturday, I get to get a haircut, which is awesome! Ikr? LOL.
During Winter Break, I get to do any BS that I want.
And right in between those two dates, is my Christmas party.
I'm so excited for it!!!
The problem is, I have to buy chips and drinks and other food right?
But nobody's really responding to me...
I don't know what they want to eat...
I'm so lost, and I don't know what to do...
the party is in about 1 and 1/2 weeks...
*Sigh* Oh and next week will be tough... TWO tests in a week.
One science, one history. History, fine, I don't care, it's easy.
But science? Well, that's a whole other matter.
It's on light stuff, and I don't get any of it.
Ok fine, I get some of it, but very little. Yea, I suck... really badly.

Loser Like Me

huddling deep inside a bed and crying into a pillow is for losers.
guess that makes me a loser, huh?

Now This

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm just tired."
(T)orn apart
(I)nsecure
(R)eally faking my smile
(E)xtremely sad
(D)rowning in my tears

LOL OMG

LOLOLOL OMIGAWSH.... GREYSON'S GOT GROOBS! :D
HE SO GREXY ;)

Greyson Chance - Hold On 'Til The Night Video Behind The Scenes

woo! cant wait to see this! comes out friday :)

Omigawsh.

Seriously?

OK seriously? Why?!?

My parents keep on saying "Emily, stop spending so much time on the computer! Stop watching those videos and playing games and being on Twitter!" It's totally unfair because every time they see me on the computer doing those things, it's usually Calvin's fault or I'm on break from doing homework.

It's not my fault okay?!? So please don't put time restrictions on my computer. One time, I was trying to finish an English assignment, and BAM I got logged off because of computer restrictions. So, I had to go to English class without the assignment completed, and I had to turn it in a day late. That cost me points.

I guess what I'm trying to say here is that: If you want me to fail, fine. But it's not my fault.

LoL

i found this on twitter hahahahaha

okay = everything's cool.
okay? = you make no sense.
okay... you're creepy.
okayy i don't care.
Okay. i'm so pissed off.

O.O

Dear vegetarians,

If you love animals so much, why do you keep on eating all of their food? You weirdo.

Sincerely,
Baffled.

I Want...

OMG I SO WANT THESE SO BADLY!!!

Dream

I had this dream this one night, where I was being beat up. I was being kicked and punched and clawed at by these mean, popular girls... I can't exactly remember who, but I do remember that I never did anything to ever provoke them into doing something like this to me. The whole time I was being beat up, I was also being called horrible, horrible names.

Lots of people started to surround us. One group was standing off to the side... I recognized them as my so-called "friends". They didn't do anything to help me. They just left me there, all alone, hurting in pain.

I was sent to the nurse's office, but she didn't do anything but say, "You're fine. Stop complaining and go back to class." So I went back to class and had to endure 3 more hours of nonstop aching all over my body...

When I got home from school, I showed my mom all the cuts and bruises that I had and all she said was, "You should be more careful. Stop tripping. I don't want to end up paying hospital bills for you." I ran to my room and started crying hard into my pillow. Nobody loved me or cared about me. And that is where my nightmare ended. I woke up with sweat streaming down my back and tears flowing down my face.

Even though this was just a dream, it felt so real. I'd hate to be any other person who's being bullied. I wish I could put a stop to it. I'm definitely trying. Whenever someone's feeling down or unhappy about themselves, I always hug them and try to cheer them up. Putting a smile on someone's face after they were just crying makes me happy because I'm doing some good for the world. Also, I support an organization called "Operation Purple Sky". Purple Sky is a song that Greyson Chance wrote about bullying... listen to it here:

and here is him commenting on it on the Ellen show:

I think Operation Purple Sky is a great organization. They help people who are being bullied... if you want to find out more, here is their twitter: https://twitter.com/#!/YoureAPurpleSky and here is their facebook: http://www.facebook.com/pages/Operation-Purple-Sky/242735902434756

I Do This Everyday LOL

Searchin'

Looking for my Romeo ♥

Parents

Why am I not allowed to have fun sometimes? You know, a lot of times my parents think that they do too much and that I don't do enough. Maybe I want to, but I'm not able to. Maybe I'm in pain, and I'm trying to make myself feel better.

Your harsh words won't make me feel any better. I thought that parents were there to encourage their children, and to support them every step of the way. I thought they were there to be the number one comfort zone; a place to feel safe. I just want my parents to be proud of me... and not disappointed or annoyed or exasperated with me.

Made a wrong turn once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss 'No way, it's all good'
It didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing
Underestimated, look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean when you talk
About yourself. You were wrong.
Change the voices in your head
Make them like you instead.

So complicated,
Look happy, You'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game
It's enough, I've done all I could think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same
(Ohh ohhhhhhh)

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me

The whole world's scared, so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line and we try try try but we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans, they don't get my hair
Exchange ourselves and we do it all the time
Why do we do that, why do I do that (why do I do that)?

(Yeah!)
I'm Pretty, pretty, pretty

Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you're fucking perfect to me
(You're perfect, you're perfect)
Pretty, pretty please, don't you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than fucking perfect.
Pretty, pretty please, if you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing, you are perfect to me.

Some Pics

Haaaai

Sorry guys. I would've posted a blog on Monday (the first of December) and I really wanted to, too. But unfortunately, the amount of homework and stress finally caught up with me and I ended up having loads and loads and loads of homework that day and an English vocab test to study for...

But I'm posting today, so I hope that'll make up for it.

Anyways, it's finally Friday. Yep, you'd think I'd be able to relax by now because it's the end of the week, but nope! I've got a Chinese project, Chinese homework, and a Chinese quiz to study for. Oh, and a piano lesson to go to. So because of all that, I was unable to go to the social at my school... Well, actually I guess that's okay... I've never actually gone before anyways... Hahahaha I guess you could just call me a social loner. IMMA SOCIAL LONER AND IM PROUD OF IT! :D

Check It Out

 hahaha check it out, mah homework assignment thing for history :)