see now, normally, i would congratulate everybody on their
outstanding grades on the ricks test with much enthusiasm.
i mean seriously, it's hard to get an A on his test (unless you're brian lol) so yea congrats.
but i just dont have the energy to really
put any happiness or enthusiasm into it...
cuz you know? i think i just got yelled at by my mom
for not being... er... fun enough?
she said that i needed to stop working so hard sometimes
and go do things that are fun.
i never though i'd ever hear my mom say that.
anyways it made me kinda sad and stuff, cuz, well like,
arent parents supposed to be all sympathetic and caring and stuff? i guess not...
but it made me all depressed and stuff... seriously.
i can still feel the dried up tear tracks on my face.
hai im emily. wait no scratch that. im juliet looking for my romeo and a new pair of converse (': i was in love, but that was yesterday. i want to live my life, not just survive. but, it's hard to grow up in a world where you never feel like you're good enough. silence can be a girl's loudest cry. i think that in the end, we're all a little bit fucked up sometimes. anyways, this is my blog where i post my true feelings and all that actual shit. here, im real. and there's no stopping me.
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