hai im emily. wait no scratch that. im juliet looking for my romeo and a new pair of converse (': i was in love, but that was yesterday. i want to live my life, not just survive. but, it's hard to grow up in a world where you never feel like you're good enough. silence can be a girl's loudest cry. i think that in the end, we're all a little bit fucked up sometimes. anyways, this is my blog where i post my true feelings and all that actual shit. here, im real. and there's no stopping me.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Grammys
Taylor Swift got 3 Grammy nominations! Best country album, best country solo performance, best country song! Congrats Taylor :)
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Love Story
check out the picture that i made :)
it's pretty cool isn't it? it's lyrics from taylor swift's song "Love Story"
it's pretty cool isn't it? it's lyrics from taylor swift's song "Love Story"
Monday, November 28, 2011
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Keyboard
i wanna keyboard like this, dont you want a keyboard like this?
yea. you so want a keyboard like this lmfao ;)
yea. you so want a keyboard like this lmfao ;)
Saturday, November 26, 2011
True Story, But Not Mine
I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a cashier hand this little boy some money back. The boy couldn’t have been more than 5 or 6 years old. The cashier said, “I’m sorry, but you don’t have enough money to buy this doll.”
Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ”Granny, are you sure I don’t have enough money?”
The old lady replied: ”You know that you don’t have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.” Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. “It’s the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.”
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. “No, Santa Claus can’t bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.” His eyes were so sad while saying this. “My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.” My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said: “I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.” Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me “I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won’t forget me. I love my mommy and I wish she doesn’t have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.”
Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly. I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. “Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?”
“OK,” he said, “I hope I do have enough.” I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
The little boy said: “Thank you God for giving me enough money!” Then he looked at me and added, “I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me! I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn’t dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose. My mommy loves white roses.”
A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn’t get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma. Was this the family of the little boy?
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young woman had passed away. I couldn’t stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed forever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.You can ignore this as if this never touched your heart, or you can copy and paste this and share it with others. ♥
Never Realized That
When you're STRESSED you eat ice cream, cake, chocolate, and sweets. Why? Because stressed spelled backwards is DESSERTS.
Me
When a girl is silent, she's either over-thinking, tired of waiting, falling apart, crying inside, or all of the above.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Thanksgiving
Heyo, mah peeps! Just wanted to say: HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!!!!!!
Eats lots of good food for me! (:
Eats lots of good food for me! (:
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Dream
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Monday, November 21, 2011
Pictures Of My Life
can you unlock the secrets of my heart? |
i wanna be the one holding your hand while we sit in the swing |
my crushed and broken dreams ^^ |
i do, i really do :) |
too young for love? maybe... but who knows what the future will bring us? |
i actually did ♥ |
that's me! coooooooookie :D |
*sniffle* |
ah yes, so impossible... |
it's true, that's all i have to say :'( |
me? alone? eep. |
kk, this is probably the longest post i've ever done, but yea. :)
Every Guy....
All guys should learn from Mario Bros. No matter how far their princess is, they should go after her. Cuz you know, that's what true love is. ♥
Truth
Tell me the truth... how many of you actually come onto my blog everyday or so and sees if I posted anything new? Yeah. That's what I thought. I thought the whole point of this blog thing was to like, recreate Gmail Buzz or something! Ha, guess not.
Movies
Went to the movies with Katrina and Alice to go see Puss In Boots... it's a pretty funny movie, you should go check it out sometime! I got to eat some ice cream ^^
Sunday, November 20, 2011
Taylor Swift Wins Artist Of The Year - AMA Awards 2011
Taylor, I love you. You are fantabulous! Congratulations! Never change ♥
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Depression Strikes
im thinking that this thanksgiving break isnt gonna be a very happy one... or is it?
i dont know. that's up to you to answer. but yea.
i dont know. that's up to you to answer. but yea.
It's True
If kisses were rain drops I'd give you the ocean, if hugs were leaves,
I'd give you a tree. If friendship was a life, I'd give you mine <3
Blogging Blogs
I enjoy blogging. LOL. We all made a blog thing to recreate buzz, but I think I'm the only who's actually posting anything or commenting on stuff... Kinda makes me feel like a loner. Ah well. Nothing I can do about it! ...Right?
This Fine Saturday :)
What I Did Today On This Fine Saturday:
-Woke up super early because my dad was on patrol duty for Chinese school today
-Went to Chinese school way too early for my liking
-Walked around the school grounds because I came too early and got bored
-Took a Chinese quiz and drew random pictures with Chinese captions for extra credit
-Learned new Chinese words =.=
-Discovered that I now have another project (Chinese) to do over Thanksgiving Break besides the Ricks one
-Finally went home then realized I had to go to the library
-Went to the library with my dad
-Discovered that I had a stalker, you might know him, he goes by the name Brian Xie ;)
-Checked out a whole lot of books to read over Thanksgiving Break
-Traveled to Chipotle to eat lunch in a car with my dad and Calvin
-Met up with my mom and Andrew at Chipotle
-Noticed that Cheston (Cheung) was also there at Chipotle
-Went to say "Hi" to Cheston, but decided it'd be to awkward because his family was there
-Tried to get Cheston's attention
-Epicly failed and gave up [I think in the end he saw me though, except he didn't say "Hi" *sadface]
-Went back home
-Watched some football game on the TV with Calvin and my dad and got utterly bored
-Turned on the computer and went online
-Typed up this blog post
And now, I'm posting it. :)
-Woke up super early because my dad was on patrol duty for Chinese school today
-Went to Chinese school way too early for my liking
-Walked around the school grounds because I came too early and got bored
-Took a Chinese quiz and drew random pictures with Chinese captions for extra credit
-Learned new Chinese words =.=
-Discovered that I now have another project (Chinese) to do over Thanksgiving Break besides the Ricks one
-Finally went home then realized I had to go to the library
-Went to the library with my dad
-Discovered that I had a stalker, you might know him, he goes by the name Brian Xie ;)
-Checked out a whole lot of books to read over Thanksgiving Break
-Traveled to Chipotle to eat lunch in a car with my dad and Calvin
-Met up with my mom and Andrew at Chipotle
-Noticed that Cheston (Cheung) was also there at Chipotle
-Went to say "Hi" to Cheston, but decided it'd be to awkward because his family was there
-Tried to get Cheston's attention
-Epicly failed and gave up [I think in the end he saw me though, except he didn't say "Hi" *sadface]
-Went back home
-Watched some football game on the TV with Calvin and my dad and got utterly bored
-Turned on the computer and went online
-Typed up this blog post
And now, I'm posting it. :)
Greyson ♥
Greyson Chance will never just be a name, Paparazzi will never just be a song,
piano will never just be an instrument, and Enchancers will never just be a term.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Love
I LOVE YOU GOOGLE! YOU HELP ME ON RICKS STUFF SO MUCH.
SO AWESOMESAUCE AND EPIC AND BEASTLY AND GODLY. :D
SO AWESOMESAUCE AND EPIC AND BEASTLY AND GODLY. :D
YUM :P
yummmmmmy im drinking new england clam chowder
as much as i want it to have actually came from new england,
it unfortunately did not... it came from a can... that we bought at Safeway LOL i know, such an epic fail right? ;)
as much as i want it to have actually came from new england,
it unfortunately did not... it came from a can... that we bought at Safeway LOL i know, such an epic fail right? ;)
Unwell?
I was flipping channels on my television
And it made me feel unwell
One of those complicated soap operas
I almost felt like I was watching myself (:
And it made me feel unwell
One of those complicated soap operas
I almost felt like I was watching myself (:
Something 'Bout Love
"Something 'Bout Love" excerpt from song by David Archuleta
There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love
There’s something ’bout love
That tears you up
Whoa oh oh oh
You still believe
When the world falls down like the rain
It’ll bring you to your knees
There’s something ’bout love that breaks your heart
Whoa oh oh oh…
But don’t give up
There’s something ’bout love
A Place In This World
"A Place In This World" excerpt from the song by Taylor Swift
I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world
Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly....
A Perfectly Good Heart
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart,now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart,now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Tell Me Why
"Tell Me Why" by Taylor Swift
I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say, oh
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
Why..do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why..do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why
Why, tell me why
I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know
And you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what I'm trying to say, oh
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
Why..do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why..do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind
I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why
Why, tell me why
I take a step back, let you go
I told you I'm not bulletproof
Now you know
Dark Blue Tennessee
Missing you like this is such sweet sorrow
Won't you come back to me?
I'll be here, today and here tomorrow
In dark blue Tennessee...
-Taylor Swift, Chorus from song "Dark Blue Tennessee"
Won't you come back to me?
I'll be here, today and here tomorrow
In dark blue Tennessee...
-Taylor Swift, Chorus from song "Dark Blue Tennessee"
Secret (:
Tears
see now, normally, i would congratulate everybody on their
outstanding grades on the ricks test with much enthusiasm.
i mean seriously, it's hard to get an A on his test (unless you're brian lol) so yea congrats.
but i just dont have the energy to really
put any happiness or enthusiasm into it...
cuz you know? i think i just got yelled at by my mom
for not being... er... fun enough?
she said that i needed to stop working so hard sometimes
and go do things that are fun.
i never though i'd ever hear my mom say that.
anyways it made me kinda sad and stuff, cuz, well like,
arent parents supposed to be all sympathetic and caring and stuff? i guess not...
but it made me all depressed and stuff... seriously.
i can still feel the dried up tear tracks on my face.
outstanding grades on the ricks test with much enthusiasm.
i mean seriously, it's hard to get an A on his test (unless you're brian lol) so yea congrats.
but i just dont have the energy to really
put any happiness or enthusiasm into it...
cuz you know? i think i just got yelled at by my mom
for not being... er... fun enough?
she said that i needed to stop working so hard sometimes
and go do things that are fun.
i never though i'd ever hear my mom say that.
anyways it made me kinda sad and stuff, cuz, well like,
arent parents supposed to be all sympathetic and caring and stuff? i guess not...
but it made me all depressed and stuff... seriously.
i can still feel the dried up tear tracks on my face.
11/16/11 Funny Thang
After School - 11/16/11
Chouchou pushes Brian, and Brian crashes into a random 7th grader
Random Guy: What are you trying to do, rape me?
In the hallway, a random 8th grader crashes into Chouchou
Chouchou: WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO, RAPE ME?
credit to Katrina Cherk
for letting me steal this from her original buzz post ;)
Chouchou pushes Brian, and Brian crashes into a random 7th grader
Random Guy: What are you trying to do, rape me?
In the hallway, a random 8th grader crashes into Chouchou
Chouchou: WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO, RAPE ME?
credit to Katrina Cherk
for letting me steal this from her original buzz post ;)
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
English Myth Thing
lol im so cool (:
in my myth for boteilho
i named the gods "Chancertok" and "Swiftyzier"
after Greyson Chance and Taylor Swift
heehee they should feel speshul
im like, writing a story about them! :D
in my myth for boteilho
i named the gods "Chancertok" and "Swiftyzier"
after Greyson Chance and Taylor Swift
heehee they should feel speshul
im like, writing a story about them! :D
Another Picture :)
hm, oh wow i seem to be posting lots of pictures
meh wells not my fault i find such funny pictures :D
*note: i hope this picture isnt offensive to anybody this is for laughs only mk? so i hope this all gave you a laugh, if not well then sorry?*
meh wells not my fault i find such funny pictures :D
*note: i hope this picture isnt offensive to anybody this is for laughs only mk? so i hope this all gave you a laugh, if not well then sorry?*
Some Pictures
HELLOOOOOO
hi :D
just a quick note:
doing these posts things is fun...
but it's just not the same as buzz... :'(
just a quick note:
doing these posts things is fun...
but it's just not the same as buzz... :'(
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Mirror Mirror
Mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the biggest fool of all? Must be the girl who can't stop crying or maybe it's the girl who kept on trying.
Joke :D
People: Are you athletic?
Me: Yea! I surf...
People: Really? That's so cool!
Me: ...the internet.
Me: Yea! I surf...
People: Really? That's so cool!
Me: ...the internet.
Buzz... Gone? D:
you know, i honestly dont gettit. why would google take away gmail buzz?
dont they know how many people enjoy using it and stuff? *cough cough* us kids *cough cough*
we should all go on protest or something... hahaha
i can imagine it right now. we'd have signs and everything... ;)
that'd be an interesting sight, doncha think?
dont they know how many people enjoy using it and stuff? *cough cough* us kids *cough cough*
we should all go on protest or something... hahaha
i can imagine it right now. we'd have signs and everything... ;)
that'd be an interesting sight, doncha think?
Baby It's Cold Outside
first of all, i just wanna say that the title of this post is a song and GO LISTEN TO THE GLEE COVER OF IT i love that song so much!!!
ok well anyway, the point of this post was to say that it is absolutely freezing inside my house right now. i can barely type; my hands feel that numb... good thing im wearing a beanie. otherwise im afraid that my head might freeze! wait, is that even possible? scratch that, i dont even wanna know
anywhooo, to cure me of my chilled hands and schtuff, i made chicken broth with noodles to warm myself up. it worked! ...but only for a short while. i got cold... again. ikr? i cant believe it either hahaha. but it was a good snack :) very delishus hahaha i have momentarily forgotten how to spell that so yea... pardon my awful shpelling!
ok well anyway, the point of this post was to say that it is absolutely freezing inside my house right now. i can barely type; my hands feel that numb... good thing im wearing a beanie. otherwise im afraid that my head might freeze! wait, is that even possible? scratch that, i dont even wanna know
anywhooo, to cure me of my chilled hands and schtuff, i made chicken broth with noodles to warm myself up. it worked! ...but only for a short while. i got cold... again. ikr? i cant believe it either hahaha. but it was a good snack :) very delishus hahaha i have momentarily forgotten how to spell that so yea... pardon my awful shpelling!
Beanie Time!
wearing my bro's beanie right now cuz im just cool like dat ;)
and cuz i dont have my own beanie =.=
and cuz i dont have my own beanie =.=
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