The A Team - Ed Sheeran (cover) Megan Nicole

she has such a sweet voice
it's so perfect for this song (:
i always feel like i should play this in the winter since it seems more like a winter-y sad christmas type of song

Winter Ball

^^the title up there? yea. that's all anybody at my school is talking about and like, almost everyday i see a girl going home with a poster and a rose in her hand. god, i feel so lonely LOL. this is so depressing.

on a brighter note, i got a guitar! woohoo! now... how do you read a guitar tab? lol i can play the guitar kinda ish... i can always ask my friends lizzy and jennifer how to play guitar better cuz they play the guitar and for quite a while now too :P

Hola Deciembre

happy december, everybody! sorry, i was supposed to post this yesterday lol but i didnt get the chance to. i spent the entire day yesterday studying for a chinese quiz that i was supposed to have today but my chinese teacher went and told our class that it's going to be postponed til next week because she forgot to tell us last time that we were gonna have a quiz today. so i studied for nothing! im hella pissed. i could have spent a bunch of that time working on my culture project for chinese. now i have to do it all today. i have to create a powerpoint and write a report all today. what. the. hell.

i really need to go on twitter more
...just saying. lol :P

I'm Crying

oh god all these feels whoever wrote this i applaud fantastic job i'm legitly crying right now this was such a sad fanfic to read and especially about niam my fav ship holy shit im crying so hard right now ermahgawd

and the tears stream down my face

http://loutommosbum.tumblr.com/post/22088955666/letters-niam-one-shot

My Fahriend

my friend got asked out to winter ball today. i'm happy for her, but i also cant help but feel slightly alone all of a sudden. every time i hang out at school with my... "friends" during lunch, i cant help but feel like i just dont fit in and that i'm invisible to everyone. i feel like none of them really notice me unless they're having a conversation with me. then, they pay attention. otherwise, i'm just a ghost of a whisper.

One Direction - Kiss You (Live on The Today Show) 11/13/12

aiya they're so good live!
asdfghjkl why are they so perfect?
especially niall <3

Relationships

why is anything and everything all about relationships now? like, i feel like everybody i talk to always wants to say something about a relationship. idk. ugh, fuck off. im happy being single. i mean, it'd be nice to have a boyfriend and all, but to be honest i think being single is pretty good, too. i fee like in high school, everybody is required to have some sort of relationship at one point or another. i just, well, i dunno how to explain it. i dont get why everybody feels the need to have and to talk about a relationship right now.

my friend asked this guy to the upcoming winter ball, and he said yes. she even has a dress already and everything. wow. mind = blown. that awkward moment when one of your close friends suddenly get a date and you feel really alone and less sophisticated and younger than everyone.

if i go to the winter ball, i'd want to dress in clothes like the ones in the picture below. except i'd probably change the jacket to a blazer or something and the high tops converse to regular low tops converse. no sunglasses, too. and i dont have pierced ears yet, so no earrings either. the necklace and the bracelets are cute, though (: i dont have an iPhone hahaha so might as well take that out of the picture too :P i do have an iTouch, but i wouldnt really wanna bring that :P

I Don't Really Fit In

i dont really fit in anywhere...
i'm feel like idk, kinda like the girl in mitchel musso's music video for "The In Crowd" i guess :3
i just dont fit in with anyone or any group or whatever
i dont know if i should be sad about that
i mean, i have a lot of friends and yet why do i feel so alone?

i want my xmas slumber party to be here already (:

Oh. My. Freaking. God.

dude. this is like, legit christmas wonderland <3

Not Anymore

you cant control my thoughts anymore. no, not anymore.

Somebody Is Trying To Kill Me

ok somebody is obviously trying to kill me right now with these pictures like whoever gave niall the permission to look so damn good and cute like in the last couple of pictures just look at those hands and omg all these feels are overwhelming me right now asdfghjkl

Chortle :D

asdfghjkl niall why are you so cute? (':

woah the boys look good ;D

My Kind Of Thing

this actually seems kinda like something taylor swift would wear (:

yea kay this seems more like me LOL
well, that is, if my mom let me dress like that hahaha
she thinks converse + dress = ugly XD

Awh NIALLER (':

ASDFGHJKL NIALLER YOU'RE TOO CUTE <3

The A Team by Ed Sheeran (lyrics)

white lips, pale face. breathing in snowflakes. burnt lungs, sour taste. light's gone, day's end. struggling to pay rent. long nights, strange men. and they say, she's in the "Class A Team." stuck in her daydream, been this way since 18. but lately her face seems slowly sinking, wasting, crumbling like pastries. and they scream, "the worst things in life come free to us." cuz we're just under the upper hand, and go mad for a couple grams, and she don't want to go outside tonight, and in a pipe she flies to the Motherland, or sells love to another man. it's too cold outside for angels to fly, for angels to fly. rippled gloves, raincoat. tried to swim and stay afloat. dry house, wet clothes. loose change, bank notes. weary-eyed, dry throat. call girl, no phone. and they say, she's in the "Class A Team." stuck in her daydream, been this way since 18. but lately her face seems slowly sinking, wasting, crumbling like pastries. and they scream, "the worst things in life come free to us." cuz we're just under the upper hand, and go mad for a couple grams, and she don't want to go outside tonight, and in a pipe she flies to the Motherland, or sells love to another man. it's too cold outside for angels to fly. an angel will die, covered in white. closed eye and hoping for a better life. this time, we'll fade out tonight straight down the line. and they say, she's in the "Class A Team." stuck in her daydream, been this way since 18. but lately her face seems slowly sinking, wasting, crumbling like pastries. and they scream, "the worst things in life come free to us." cuz we're just under the upper hand, and go mad for a couple grams, and she don't want to go outside tonight, and in a pipe she flies to the Motherland, or sells love to another man. it's too cold outside for angels to fly, angels to fly, fly, fly, for angels to fly, to fly, to fly, or angels to die.

All My Nialler Feels

he's so beautiful (':

oh my gawd just look at those hands<3

just in time for the xmas season (:

Oh, How I ♥ Directioner Fandom

just look at these pictures hahaha

Niall (':

just imagine these things happening...

imagine niall teases you jokingly but then he accidentally goes too far and you start crying which makes him start crying too as he tries to apologize and comfort you

imagine going to a one direction concert and they're singing "Stand Up" and niall walks over to where you're standing and sings his part to you

imagine... well actually, just look at the picture cuz the picture says it all (:

if you cant read it, it says
"IMAGINE niall found out you're having
a rough week so he turns to you and says..."

Ahahaha

zayn's like spongebob!

lol oh ellen

XMAS Gift?

holy crap if i woke up to this on christmas morning, i would die... except i'd rather it be niall in louis's spot LOL sorry im not sorry niall is my favorite in one direction :P