Eyes Open

Oh My Swift!!!
Her new song for the Hunger Games movie got leaked out and it's so good!! I love the song so much; there's just so much emotion behind the song. I don't know how Taylor does it... She's amazing ♥

Here's a link:
http://tasteofcountry.com/taylor-swift-eyes-open-hunger-games/

Glasses

I hate it when I don't have my glasses on cuz then everybody can see the dark circles underneath my eyes and then they start asking me all these questions like "Are you OK?" or "Damn, you look tired." or "Dude, when do you sleep?!?" They all look at me like I'm crazy. Pftch, well I'm sorry I can't be your average perfect teenager. I'm just me, mk?

My Edits!

some of my picture edits...

 

SAT

Took the SAT today. So tiring. Had to wake up earlier than usual. Got to skip my Chinese midterm, though, so I guess it's okay. The SAT wasn't that bad. Worst part was being all alone. Nobody else was from the same school as me, so I didn't know anybody. Forever alone </3

It's All Over Now

So yeah. I found out that Michel doesn't like me. He only sees me as a friend. He likes Marianne Rara and Thi Luong or something. I feel kinda sad. I thought he actually liked me. Guess not. I just told him that I liked Brian Xie. Which is true, I do like him... I'm just kinda disappointed cuz I thought that Michel had actually liked me... at least just a little bit. But I also told him that I liked someone else, except that it probably wouldn't work out so I was just going to crush on him unawares. I was talking about him. But he didn't know. He wanted to know who it was. I refused to tell him. I told him it was "my secret".

Time to listen to some Taylor Swift songs. I'll probably feel better after listening to "You Belong With Me" or "Teardrops On My Guitar" or something like that.

I promised myself I wouldn't be one of of those lovesick and clingy girls. That's going to be one very hard promise to keep. The fact that we text and chat with each other all the time doesn't help either.

Taking Me Down

Backyard

This is a picture of my backyard that I took a couple days ago...
It's really pretty isn't it? I captured the sunset with it (:

Talking

I love talking to Michel. I just don't know sometimes whether or not I should start the conversation. I know he's there, I just don't want to seem to pushy and seem to have to have the need to talk to him or something. I hate girlfriends who are really pushy and needy.

Everybody Hurts - Avril Lavigne

Don't know 

Don't know if I can do this on my own
Why do you have to leave me
It seems I'm losing something deep inside of me
Hold on onto me
Now I see Now I see

Everybody hurts some days
It's okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts Everybody screams
Everybody feels this way
And it's okay
La di da di da It's okay

It feels like nothing really matters anymore
When you're gone I can't breathe
And I know
You never meant to make me feel this way
This can't be happening
Now I see (now I see) Now I see

Everybody hurts some days
It's okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts Everybody screams
Everybody feels this way
And it's okay
La di da di da It's okay
La la la la la

So many questions so much on my mind
So many answers I can't find
I wish I could turn back the time
I want to
Everybody hurts some days (some days)
Everybody hurts some days (some days)

Everybody hurts some days (some days)
It's okay to be afraid (afraid)
Everybody hurts Everybody screams
Everybody feels this way
And it's okay
La di da di da It's okay
La la la la la It's okay

Everybody hurts somedays
It's okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts some day (yeah we all feel pain)
Everybody feels this way but it'll be okay
Can someone take me away to a better place
Everybody feels this way
It's okay
La di da di da It's okay
La la la la la It's okay
La di da di da It's okay
La la la la la It's okay

Made These 2 Pics, What Do You Think?

Short Update

OMG IM SO EXCITED. IM HOLDING A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR MY BEST FRIEND. BUT SHHHH IT'S A SURPRISE! SO KEEP IT A SECRET! ;)

So You See...

There's this guy that I really like. Actually, there's 2 guys. But they always say that if you're in love with two people, pick the second one. Because, if you truly loved the first person, you wouldn't have noticed the second. I think those are very wise words. :*

Anyways, so one guy, I've liked for a while now. But we usually only talk at school, and the conversation can get awkward fast. Like, 20 minutes fast. And he's so much smarter than me, too. That kind of makes me feel stupid compared to him.

The other guy, I just started liking... around my birthday actually (February 14th). Yes, yes I'm born on Valentine's Day, I know. It's not that big of a deal. Anyways, we chat on Gmail, we text, we Skype. We talk a lot about random things. The conversation never gets awkward or anything. And plus, he's not super smart either - so I don't feel dumb or anything LOL.

Who to choose?

Updates

I really should update more often.
But school's been really hectic.
It's the third quarter...
Wow, time passes by fast.
Third quarter means that one more quarter and school will be over. Ew, I forgot. There's still the end of year finals. I hate finals. So much studying to do...

I'll probably update more in the summer time :)

Gasp.

WOW I haven't updated in forever.
I know, saying that I've been busy is not a good excuse, but it's true.
Plus, I have computer restrictions =.=

I think I like someone.
And I think he might like me, too.
I wonder if we'll date? ;)

Oh my gosh, I'm 14 now!
Can you believe it? :D
LOL I turned 14 on February 14...
Quite ironic, eh?

Grammys

Today the Grammys are on. YAY LET'S GO TAYLOR!!!
If Taylor wins all of the Grammys that she was nominated today, then she'll have 6 in total. That's as much as Whitney Houston, and Taylor's only 22 years old!!

Oh, by the way, I forgot to tell you - Whitney Houston died yesterday at the age of 48. Reasons why? Unknown. But it's most likely because of the drugs that she took after her career had started to plummet... Poor Whitney Houston. RIP Whitney Houston.

Twitter

Gah, NOOOOOO I'm on tweet limit. =.=
LET ME TWEET!!!

The Diary of Taylor Swift... part 2

If you want to see more "The Diary of Taylor Swift" pages, check out the website that I got them from! I decided that it took too much time to post every single one of them, so I thought, why not just give you guys the website instead? I apologize if you liked it better when I posted them here instead of just giving you the website, but I'm sorry, I just don't have the time to waste... :-/

Anyways, here's the website! http://thediaryoftaylorswift.tumblr.com/page/2

♥Love♥

Update

So... I went to my Saturday School. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It was from 8:30am-12:30pm. There were like, 10-12 people there total, I think. We got 3 breaks - one at 9:30am, one at 10:30am, and on at 11:30am. We got hot chocolate and popcorn during the 10:30am break... yum.

The classroom was rather interesting looking... The teacher was fairly nice.

I saw a bunch of people I knew... They were actually people I never thought were the kind to get a Saturday School. It just never seemed like the kind of thing that they would do LOL.

There were actually 2 other people there who had gotten a Saturday School from the same teacher that I got it from - my history teacher Mrs. Hottle. I think she enjoys giving out Saturday Schools. One of the guys who got the Saturday School from Mrs. Hottle got it for the exact same reason that I did. It's so scary how alike it was... we even brought the same thing to do during the 4 hours.

Anyways, besides my Saturday School stuff... I've been getting lots of talk about boys. As in, boys who are in love with me or have a crush on me and stuff. It's weird. My mom says that I attract too many boys LOL. Right now, as of the moment, I think there are at least 7 guys that are in love with me or have a crush on me. Hahaha, I never knew I was so liked.

Um, oh yeah. I had an orthodontist appointment the other day. They had to re-position my braces, so you know what they did? They took off every single thing so that all that was left were the braces brackets things. Then, they took off certain brackets. It HURT!!! I never thought it would actually hurt that much! And then, they put them back on, but in a different position/angle. So now my teeth hurt like hell. It's like I got my braces all over again! =.=

Ugh, oh and I took a science test on Friday and got a D- on it. I suck like shit. Why can't I ever do better than that?!? I want to be SMART for once. I hate feeling dumb and stupid. It makes me feel worthless.

"Feels like my life's been passing by with happiness just bein' a lie. How did I get here, where am I going? One more day without knowing. Struggling for one more breath, as I'm drowning in a painful death. Can someone reach out for me? In this dark and dreary sea..." -David Archuleta, Falling.

Hey

Hey everybody, sorry I haven't updated in so long.
It's just that, well, I've been really busy...
I know that's what everybody says, but it's true!
I barely had any time to myself.
AND not only that, but my parents restricted my computer time.
I'm only allowed to use it for 2 hours.
So, I have to make the most of what I have.
Which means that all my computer time = homework time.
Yeah, it sucks.

Anyways, I wanted to show you a new picture that I made.
Hope you guys like it! (:

If you want it as your wallpaper or something, just click on the image. It should enlarge then. After that, right click and select "Save Image As" and yeah. Enjoy! (: