Agent Spencer Reid? Uh, No. DOCTOR Spencer Reid!

ROFL you go Reid!

im glad; i like you just the way you are (:

yeaaaaah i got a thumbs up from Reid! im special (;

awh, Matthew Gray Gubler (actor who plays Reid) is so cute :D

his eyes are slowly seducing me into nothingness (':

the cast of Criminal Minds... so cute! :]

TeeVee

im kinda obsessed with the show "Criminal Minds"
some person was nice enough to upload all of the episodes onto Youtube :D i try not to watch the episodes that have a lot of blood and gore though. *shudder*
they sicken me .-. i watch the more... PG13 ones XD

my favorite character is Dr. Spencer Reid
he's the one on the far left
you can see his gun and holster very clearly :P
such a cute pose for the cast, yea?
i like Reid's hair better short than long...
when it's long, it hides his face and cheekbones :(

I Wish

i wish everybody in the world had the chance to experience how it feels to be able to buy anything you want... how it feels like to be rich. it must be nice...

Breathe

~i cant breathe without you, but i have to~
*im sorry♥im sorry♥im sorry*

What? It's SUNDAY?!?

Yes, that's right. It's Sunday. I haven't updated this blog in 2 days. I'M SO SORRY BABY I DIDN'T MEAN TO! YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU!

So anyways. The reason why I haven't updated this blog is because, well, I haven't had the chance to go on the computer that much. Yesterday, I went out to the mall and watched the movie "Brave" with my best friend, who I haven't seen all summer. One of the best days of my life. I always feel like my bff and I are drifting away because we don't spend a lot of time together. When we do, it's always with other people and that annoys me. I just want to spend time with my bff and tell her things that I don't like telling other people! So I'm glad we got the chance to hang out yesterday - just the two of us. Just like old times.

The day before that, I was busy packing the stuff in my room. We're starting to paint the bedrooms and bathrooms now, so I had to pack all the stuff in my room so that the people could paint the walls and stuff. After the people paint, other people will come in and change the carpet to wood floor... It's going to like so different! Plus, I'm planning on changing my room around so it looks different... I'm tired of the same old look, yah know what I mean? If you don't well then... er... uh... never mind.

Anywhoo, peace out for now!

Ahahaha

OMG bwahahaha i see what they did there!
that's so freaking cute :D

Cheater?

So there I was in my summer math class, taking a quiz. Then I start to feel like someone else is looking at my paper. I realized that my friend who was sitting next to me was looking at my paper and copying down my answers. She was trying to make it really subtle so I wouldn't notice, but I noticed anyways. She was good, but not good enough. She would look down at her paper, pretend to think a little, then look towards my paper like she was just thinking, and finally she'd quickly write down whatever answer she saw from my paper as if she had thought of it herself. It wasn't fair! So, obviously, I tried to cover up my paper a little, but it's hard to cover it up when you have nothing to cover it up with. I was pretty ticked off that she would actually do that. I mean, if it was just for one question that was maybe really hard, then fine. I'd brush it off. But she was practically doing it for almost every single question! Some friend she is.

I Want :O

woah i want to do that to my bed too!
i want to put lights around my bed
it'd look so freaking cool :D

Wtf

what the what?
im so confused. more deets later.

alright it's later! i posted this last night and now it's today afternoon. so basically, i have time restrictions on my account that prevents me from using the computer after 10pm. my dad did this during the school days because he was trying to make sure i wouldn't over use the computer and not get any sleep or whatever. i dunno. or because he thought sitting down in front of the computer too long is bad for my back. he claims that im too addicted to the computer. and this makes me really mad cuz what if i need the computer for homework or maybe i just want to listen to music. so anyways...

i asked him if he could remove my time restrictions or at least change it so that i cant use the computer after 12am. much more sensible right? (now that it's summer and everything) but instead he just asked "why?" and i was like, "well it's summer now... and you said you would change it to 12am instead of 10pm" he really did say that in the beginning of summer but he never did change it. it's really annoying. but my dad was just like, "why?" again. it's so frustrating! so instead i just said "you know what? never mind. it's fine." it was so freaking embarrassing although i have no idea why.

so i guess i'll just have to bear these time restrictions for the rest of my life now unless my dad decides to change it and i one day mysteriously find that im able to stay on the computer even after 10pm. and yeah. that's about it. that's what happened. i didn't want to post this earlier cuz i didn't want my brother or dad to see (they were sitting on the couch behind me since the computer is in our family room and they were watching tv) i wish i could get my own laptop. most of my friends have their own laptop.

when my brother goes to college i know he's going to get a new laptop for his own. then, he's going to pass down his laptop to me. it's a really old one. it's like, a windows vista and it's kind of slow. my mom passed it down to my oldest brother when he was in high school and when my oldest brother went to college and got a new laptop, my 2nd oldest brother got the laptop... which is why im pretty sure im getting it next. ah what a sad life i lead sometimes.

From Emma Horan's Bio On Twittah

"I cheated on my fears, broke up with my doubts, got engaged to my faith, and now I'm marrying my dreams."

Oh and by the way? Emma Horan is Niall's cousin (:

Liam Payne and Andy Samuels twitcam full 6/19/12

lol these crazy boys ♥

LIFE.

so anyways... i've got lots of homework from my summer math class. UNFAIR. usually it's only one lesson homework, but today our teacher assigned us two lessons. double the freaking work. not cool, bro.

i wish i had a best friend that acts like the best friends in the books i read. i know if i had one like that, i would totally act like one, too. but sadly, i don't. a lot of my best friends aren't actually all that close to me. sure, some of them may know my deepest, darkest secrets... but they still wouldn't really know the real me. i dunno. it's just how i feel.

michel finally got a new phone and so he asked for my number again so he could text me. it's weird. i thought michel would be only a little crush and that it'd fade away after a while. the summer would make us drift apart and that would be it. but then he had to go and keep contact with me this whole summer, even when he went on vacation. if he had wifi, he'd email me. when he got back from vacations, he'd chat with me. and now that he got a new phone, he can talk to me even when he's on vacation whenever he wants. it's amazingly weird. i don't know if i actually like him that much anymore though... sure he makes me laugh and stuff, but he doesn't exactly treat me right. i like being treated like im special by a boy that i like... but michel just acts perverted around me. that's not exactly what i had in mind. he's not the prince charming i've always wanted.

Just Saying

hee, just wanted to post a little post (:
the last post i posted was my 13th post of july
SWIFT THING!!

What the Hell

Why was it so hot a couple days ago and then now all of a sudden it's chilly? It's like, 20 degrees cooler! It's crazy :O

Argh

i need a speech topic that will last 4-5 minutes... it needs to be easily memorized since i have to give the speech tomorrow without any notes to help me. dang it... WHY?!

Pooooo

Why is it so hot?!?
It's too hot for my liking. QQ

Room

wow i wish i had this room :3

New Collage!

I MADE A NEW COLLAGE YES IT'S TRUE :O

This Is Me

well guys... this is me... and i've finally accepted it... sorta.

July 4th

Oh yeah, I forgot to post this yesterday, but HAPPY JULY 4TH! It's a bit late for it now, I suppose hahaha. But yeah, Happy Independence Day. I'm proud of my country :D

YESSSS

i should listen to my heart right? and not my mind?

Michel asked me to go to the movies with him. Well, technically he was asking me to do a favor for him. He was saying that his friends were going to go to the movies but they were bringing their girlfriends or whatever and he didn't want to be a third wheel. So I was like, "Why don't you ask someone else like Jessie or Tiffany?" cuz I figured he was closer to those two girls than me. But he was like, "Nahhhh." So I really don't know if he likes me or not. He's so confusing sometimes hahaha.

My mom says I shouldn't date him cuz he's Vietnamese. She says our cultures are too different (I'm Taiwanese) and that Vietnam is considered a lower status than Taiwan is or something. I think it's unfair that she's judging him by his race. I mean, I like him. So why can't I date him? My friend thinks that Michel might like me, too. But to be honest, I really don't know anymore.

Isn't He The Cutest/Sweetest Thing Ever?

Jimmy Fallon vs Justin Bieber - Late Night With Jimmy Fallon

LOL this is hilarious!
i really dont know why people hate on justin so much
justin's a really nice guy, and he's really sweet too (:

Your Eyes Don't Lie

"Eyes like a shutter; mind like a lens." -Anonymous

Happy July 1st

The Cinderella Song

I'm not a princess, this is no fairytale
I'm just a regular girl in a regular world
But sometimes I feel like the world
Could be crashing down any moment now

What do I have to do to hold on
I've got to, got to keep strong, keep strong
Release the emotions in The Cinderella Song

Then I wonder if there's really such a thing
As happily ever after
Wonder if I'll stop with the misery
And actually feel laughter

But I've got to keep strong, keep strong
And write, write The Cinderella Song

Wouldn't It Be Cute...?

I think it'd be cute if a guy sang to me a Taylor Swift, One Direction, Greyson Chance, or David Archuleta song to me. OR if they sang "The Man Who Can't Be Moved" by The Script to me. OR if they sang "I'll Be" by Edwin McCain to me.

Of Mice And Men

It's Weird.

Hahaha

I should make this my icon for something...
Too good to go to waste!
Niall, you are just too cute (':

And look at the adorkable faces the boys are making!
Makes me LOL every time I see this picture.

I Think

i think it's weird that the world exists o.o
how did we come to be?
ok fine, there's the big bang theory but...
where did humans come from?
why does only our planet have living beings?
guess it's up to the scientists to figure that out...

Me and Him

this is a pic i made of me and michel (the guy i like)
the pics were taken at our 8th grade promotion ceremony
i still regret not being able to take a picture with him
(or any of my other guy friends for that matter except for one)

Tobias Mead - Britain's Got Talent 2010 - Auditions Week 1

what the?! damn, this guy is a hella good dancer!!!

X-Factor UK season 7 (I) (playlist)

So...

X Factor. UK. Series 7. Yeah buddy.

Greyson Chance Takeover Pumped Up Kicks LIVE

Hahaha oh Greyson, you lovely boy.
Loved your cover!! (:

Dreamcatcher Collage

Another collage I made. I rather like this one (:

click on the picture to enlarge it (:

Me Singing "Safe And Sound" - Taylor Swift + Civil Wars - Hunger Games S...

this is amazing! she's such a great singer.
i love how she sang this differently than taylor did.
she didn't try to copy taylor's technique of singing,
and that's what i love about this cover.

One Direction - Gotta Be You Acoustic

so heartwarming (':
these boys... ♥

Niam and Others

My Room

So my parents said that this summer we're going to be painting some of the rooms and changing the carpet to wood. I'm excited! I've always wanted to redesign my room and stuff. But the bad part of this is that I'm being forced to clean out my room of its junk first because we have to take all of the furniture and stuff out of the rooms in order to change the carpet to wood. Ah well, what else are you gonna do about it?

I kind of want my room to look like this:

but I highly doubt that will happen...

So I guess I'll just have to be happy with what I get. I mean, I should feel lucky that we're even going to paint the rooms and change the flooring! Hee hee hee, I'm giddy (:

So Hot

Holy crap, it's been so hot these past couple of days! The temperatures would range from 80 degrees Fahrenheit to 100 degrees Fahrenheit! I know, creepy right? I wish I could swim in our backyard pool, but it's still kind of dirty. It needs to be cleaned a little first before I can swim in it. Plus, I'd need to find somebody to swim with. It's kind of lonely swimming all by myself, you know? LOL

Something really random...
Check out these funny pics I found of Niall and 1D! <3

Huzzah! (:

School is officially over... Today is the very first day of summer!

I'm bored already LOL... But my mom signed me up for math tutoring this summer and this speech and leadership class. The math tutoring is for geometry, which I'm taking next year. A lot of my friends who took it this year said it was hard, so I want to make sure I'm prepared for it next year. The speech and leadership class is just something every Saturday in the summer that's supposed to help me with speaking in front of large crowds and building up good leadership skills. My brothers did it before me, so I guess it's kind of my turn hahaha. :P

Anywhoo, speaking of next year... Next year will be my freshman year at high school! I'm not really that scared about the whole academics thing and stuff... I'm more scared about the fact that I might get lost in such a big school or all of my friends will slowly drift away from me and I'll become a social loner or something. And I'm kind of scared that my teachers won't like me LOL. I'm so weird sometimes.

But yeah... there's really nothing I can do to control that kind of stuff... Well, besides the first worry. I'm sure after a while I'll get used to the school campus and won't get lost. Hopefully, my classes won't be really far away from each other, otherwise I'm probably going to be late to a bunch of my classes XD

Michel

I like Michel. Like, a lot. I just wish I knew if he liked me, too. I wish he would show some kind of sign that maybe he liked me. Right now, I feel like we're just friends who like to flirt with each other and tease each other about stuff. It's like we have this weird love/hate relationship. Not completely love, but not completely hate, either. I wish we could be something more. Whenever he sort of compliments me, I can't help but have a smile on my face (even though I can't really tell if he's joking or not). Whenever I'm with him, I can't help but want to talk to him more or impress him. I even had a dream about him once. That's never happened before with any of the other guys I liked! Well, apart from Greyson Chance, but he's really famous so yeah, he doesn't quite count LOL. I really really like Michel. The sad thing is that I don't know if he'll ever like me back. I mean, who'd love me? I'm stupid, ugly, and fat. On top of all that, I have scoliosis and hyperhydrosis! I'm disgusting. But you know, maybe, just maybe, if I hope with all of my heart...

Rude Awakening: sometimes you just want to give up before your heart breaks anymore than it already has </3

YAY

Yay! Tomorrow's the last day of school. Finally...
8th grade was such a horrible year academic wise...
Friends wise... I guess it was okay.
Hee hee hee... MWAHAHAHAHA.

One Direction

they're british AND irish. remember that.

ahahaha look at that cute-ass smile

Niall, why are you so adorable?

Eyjafjallajökull

Hahaha did you know that the title of this post is actually the name of a volcano in Iceland? Funny, right? LOL I'm such a loser sometimes.

Anywhoo, it's almost the end of the year! Just 4 more days until school ends.

Gah, finals are gonna be a bitch. Especially science finals.
OMG, my PE final is so stupid. Well, actually, it's more like my PE teacher who's stupid. He's making us do a ballroom dance (which I guess is okay) but then we also have to do some line dancing - the "Electric Slide" and the "Wobble". Whoever came up with those names are retarded -.- On top of all that, my PE teacher expects us girls to do it in a dress and high heels! God damn it. At least the guys have it easier. They just need to wear dress pants, dress shirt, and a tie. It's so unfair :(

June 1st

Happy first day of June, everybody (:
It's the start of a new month...
It's hard to believe that there's only about one and a half weeks left of school, and then it's summer. It certainly doesn't feel like it, though. But that's probably because the weather is still kinda cold. It's not as hot as it should be :-/

Golden Gate Bridge 75th Anniversary

woo! watching fireworks... on tv LOL QQ im such a loser oh and hey it's memorial day weekend! 3day holiday (: ugh i still need to find a dress for my 8th grade graduation

New Edits

these were for my "brother" (he's really just a friend lol)
and since he's a big fan of coldplay, i thought i might make an edit or two for him (:

Sort of an Edit x]

it's more of just a collage of pictures, but whatever. enjoy! (:

if you want it as wallpaper, click on the picture and it will enlarge. then right click and then you can save it and use it as your desktop wallpaper, or whatever else (:

Heyyyy

So it's been a while since I updated LOL. But I've been really tired ever since I came back from Anaheim. It was really fun, and I loved every minute of it. I wish we could have stayed longer. Our school won first place in every category we were put in, which gave us a total of 7 trophies! I think all of the other schools thought we were conceited jerks or something hahaha. My voice is still sore and slightly raspy... it's weird.

I hate how right after Anaheim I had to study for a bunch of tests. I had a science test two days after, and I failed it (got a D) because I was too tired to study. I tried to study, but my head just couldn't think clearly. Oh well. What's done is done, and I can't change it none. I also had an English test, which I think I may have failed. Not entirely sure yet. Oh, and I had a math quiz today. I didn't know how to do a lot of the problems... I was like "Oh shit, what the fuck is this? I don't know any of this." I think I may have gotten a B- or even lower. However, I think it'll be okay, because I have a 96% right now in my math class. Plus, we have another quiz next week, so that should bring my grade up a little bit.

I miss Michel. His phone broke a couple weeks back, and I feel like we hardly ever talk anymore. Wow, I just realized how cheesy that sounds. He might have a new phone and never told me, but I don't know. I just wish we could talk more again. Is it weird that the last thing I do before school gets out for the summer this year is hug Michel... just once? I just want to see what it'd feel like for him to hold me... Yeah. Maybe it is a little bit weird. But, it's the truth! One time I had a dream about me and him... best dream ever.

Mkay, toodaloo! I have to go do my homework right now. I know right? It's almost the end of the school year, and now we have even more homework and projects and tests! It's so unfair. I liked it better during elementary school where toward the end of the year we would have less tests and projects and practically no homework at all. Gah, I felt so carefree back then.

Anaheim

Leaving to Anaheim this week! I leave on Thursday... So excited :D

YO SO IF

If you are feeling down, here is a picture of a shaved llama to cheer you up!

LOL

So I fell asleep on the couch today and I had a really weird dream...

I was in Ricks class and for some reason it was 6th period instead of the normal 4th period. We were watching a video on astronomy stuff of something and Brian was standing behind me. As the video went on, I got sleepier and sleepier and I somehow fell asleep or something while leaning backwards against something warm and comfortable. I assumed it was Brian, I think... And then I woke up and I turned around and realized it was actually MICHEL!! Brian started laughing at me in his quirky way and then Michel tried to run away cuz he thought I was mad. But I just pulled on his shirt and had him come back to me and then I asked him why he was here and not in PE (but he actually has history last period) and he replied saying that class had ended early for him so he decided to visit me. Apparently I was starting to fall off leaning backwards so he quickly stood behind me and let me lean on him while I slept. So cute! I blushed and then I leaned backwards again and fell back asleep on him while he hugged me from behind.

Then I woke up for real. Best dream ever! Apart from that one dream I had about me and Greyson Chance LOL. I wish this would happen for real though... It'd be so awesome.

Sorry

My apologies! I didn't update this blog at all last week because we were doing STAR testing at school and everyday after I came home from school, I'd be super exhausted and fall asleep.

I would've updated on the weekend too but it was Mother's Day, and you know... gotta spend quality time with me mum! LOL :)

My Profile Picture

If you can't see what my profile picture says,
here's an enlarged version of it (:
I made this, so credit if you use!

It's Funny... Life, That Is.

I find it quite odd the fact how February should have been a really great month for me this year. I was turning 14 on February 14, 2012. 2/14/12... I loved those numbers. It just seemed like February might turn out to be really awesome for me this year.

In fact, it didn't. I ended up having to attend a stupid Saturday School the weekend before my birthday. I didn't celebrate my birthday with my friends. No, instead I spent it at home with my family and an ice cream cake. The only presents I got were from my oldest brother who had come home from college (he goes to Berkeley, which is fairly close to home) and from one of my close friends, Jelena. They weren't exactly the greatest presents in the universe, but it was better than nothing, which I was grateful for. I didn't want to seem like I had friends or people who didn't care about me or my happiness.

Looking back, I realize that even though very few of my friends gave me any presents, they still said "Happy Birthday" to me. Most people were more focused on Valentine's Day, though. That's the sucky thing about my birthday... having it on the same day as a holiday. We were all receiving Valentine's Day cards (we call them Valentine Grams here at our junior high school) and I got one from my friend Jelena and another from a boy asking me if I wanted to go out with him. It turned out to be a joke on me... But, ever since then, that boy and I have become friends. He's a fun guy to hang out with and talk to. Anyways, the fact that Jelena actually spent money on a Valentine Gram for me made me happy. Nobody ever spent money on me before like that... Sure, people buy me presents and stuff, but never has anybody ever spent money on a card just to say the little things that they like about me and why they like being my friend... It just kind of gave me a nice, warm feeling inside. Somebody cared.

Jelena's also the one person these days who actually cares about my back. When I told her I wasn't wearing my brace as often, she automatically replied back saying, "Why? It's better if you do! It'll make your scoliosis curve better, right?" She comforted me when I was down, and she gave me advice on things. Even though I'm older than her, I feel like she has more experience in everything... It's like she knows more about everything.

Also, when I looked at my blog posts today, I saw that I only had 9 posts in the month of February... None of them were quite important. It's as if February was such a dull month that I had nothing to blog about. So February didn't turn out as lovely as I had hoped.

In the end... well, there really is no "in the end." It's more of a slight goodbye until the next time I blog. I need to hurry up and do my stupid history take-home exam/essay. It's worth 50% of my grade. FML. Fuck my history teacher. I hate her. She was the one who gave me the Saturday School (in case you didn't know).

Whoops!

I almost forgot! Happy Cinco de Mayo, everybody! (:

New Edit For Y'All! :D

B.o.B - Both Of Us ft. Taylor Swift [Audio]

wow! i wasnt sure at first if this would be a good song or not but this is actually really great! cuz you see, i wasnt completely and totally sure that taylor's lovely singing voice would work well with b.o.b's hardcore rapping voice. however, it turned out to be a really awesome song! not only that, but the lyrics are really inspirational too... nice job, taylor and b.o.b... i love it (:

Lyrics: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/bob/bothofus.html