So Hot

Holy crap, it's been so hot these past couple of days! The temperatures would range from 80 degrees Fahrenheit to 100 degrees Fahrenheit! I know, creepy right? I wish I could swim in our backyard pool, but it's still kind of dirty. It needs to be cleaned a little first before I can swim in it. Plus, I'd need to find somebody to swim with. It's kind of lonely swimming all by myself, you know? LOL

Something really random...
Check out these funny pics I found of Niall and 1D! <3

Huzzah! (:

School is officially over... Today is the very first day of summer!

I'm bored already LOL... But my mom signed me up for math tutoring this summer and this speech and leadership class. The math tutoring is for geometry, which I'm taking next year. A lot of my friends who took it this year said it was hard, so I want to make sure I'm prepared for it next year. The speech and leadership class is just something every Saturday in the summer that's supposed to help me with speaking in front of large crowds and building up good leadership skills. My brothers did it before me, so I guess it's kind of my turn hahaha. :P

Anywhoo, speaking of next year... Next year will be my freshman year at high school! I'm not really that scared about the whole academics thing and stuff... I'm more scared about the fact that I might get lost in such a big school or all of my friends will slowly drift away from me and I'll become a social loner or something. And I'm kind of scared that my teachers won't like me LOL. I'm so weird sometimes.

But yeah... there's really nothing I can do to control that kind of stuff... Well, besides the first worry. I'm sure after a while I'll get used to the school campus and won't get lost. Hopefully, my classes won't be really far away from each other, otherwise I'm probably going to be late to a bunch of my classes XD

Michel

I like Michel. Like, a lot. I just wish I knew if he liked me, too. I wish he would show some kind of sign that maybe he liked me. Right now, I feel like we're just friends who like to flirt with each other and tease each other about stuff. It's like we have this weird love/hate relationship. Not completely love, but not completely hate, either. I wish we could be something more. Whenever he sort of compliments me, I can't help but have a smile on my face (even though I can't really tell if he's joking or not). Whenever I'm with him, I can't help but want to talk to him more or impress him. I even had a dream about him once. That's never happened before with any of the other guys I liked! Well, apart from Greyson Chance, but he's really famous so yeah, he doesn't quite count LOL. I really really like Michel. The sad thing is that I don't know if he'll ever like me back. I mean, who'd love me? I'm stupid, ugly, and fat. On top of all that, I have scoliosis and hyperhydrosis! I'm disgusting. But you know, maybe, just maybe, if I hope with all of my heart...

Rude Awakening: sometimes you just want to give up before your heart breaks anymore than it already has </3

YAY

Yay! Tomorrow's the last day of school. Finally...
8th grade was such a horrible year academic wise...
Friends wise... I guess it was okay.
Hee hee hee... MWAHAHAHAHA.

One Direction

they're british AND irish. remember that.

ahahaha look at that cute-ass smile

Niall, why are you so adorable?

Eyjafjallajökull

Hahaha did you know that the title of this post is actually the name of a volcano in Iceland? Funny, right? LOL I'm such a loser sometimes.

Anywhoo, it's almost the end of the year! Just 4 more days until school ends.

Gah, finals are gonna be a bitch. Especially science finals.
OMG, my PE final is so stupid. Well, actually, it's more like my PE teacher who's stupid. He's making us do a ballroom dance (which I guess is okay) but then we also have to do some line dancing - the "Electric Slide" and the "Wobble". Whoever came up with those names are retarded -.- On top of all that, my PE teacher expects us girls to do it in a dress and high heels! God damn it. At least the guys have it easier. They just need to wear dress pants, dress shirt, and a tie. It's so unfair :(

June 1st

Happy first day of June, everybody (:
It's the start of a new month...
It's hard to believe that there's only about one and a half weeks left of school, and then it's summer. It certainly doesn't feel like it, though. But that's probably because the weather is still kinda cold. It's not as hot as it should be :-/

Golden Gate Bridge 75th Anniversary

woo! watching fireworks... on tv LOL QQ im such a loser oh and hey it's memorial day weekend! 3day holiday (: ugh i still need to find a dress for my 8th grade graduation

New Edits

these were for my "brother" (he's really just a friend lol)
and since he's a big fan of coldplay, i thought i might make an edit or two for him (:

Sort of an Edit x]

it's more of just a collage of pictures, but whatever. enjoy! (:

if you want it as wallpaper, click on the picture and it will enlarge. then right click and then you can save it and use it as your desktop wallpaper, or whatever else (:

Heyyyy

So it's been a while since I updated LOL. But I've been really tired ever since I came back from Anaheim. It was really fun, and I loved every minute of it. I wish we could have stayed longer. Our school won first place in every category we were put in, which gave us a total of 7 trophies! I think all of the other schools thought we were conceited jerks or something hahaha. My voice is still sore and slightly raspy... it's weird.

I hate how right after Anaheim I had to study for a bunch of tests. I had a science test two days after, and I failed it (got a D) because I was too tired to study. I tried to study, but my head just couldn't think clearly. Oh well. What's done is done, and I can't change it none. I also had an English test, which I think I may have failed. Not entirely sure yet. Oh, and I had a math quiz today. I didn't know how to do a lot of the problems... I was like "Oh shit, what the fuck is this? I don't know any of this." I think I may have gotten a B- or even lower. However, I think it'll be okay, because I have a 96% right now in my math class. Plus, we have another quiz next week, so that should bring my grade up a little bit.

I miss Michel. His phone broke a couple weeks back, and I feel like we hardly ever talk anymore. Wow, I just realized how cheesy that sounds. He might have a new phone and never told me, but I don't know. I just wish we could talk more again. Is it weird that the last thing I do before school gets out for the summer this year is hug Michel... just once? I just want to see what it'd feel like for him to hold me... Yeah. Maybe it is a little bit weird. But, it's the truth! One time I had a dream about me and him... best dream ever.

Mkay, toodaloo! I have to go do my homework right now. I know right? It's almost the end of the school year, and now we have even more homework and projects and tests! It's so unfair. I liked it better during elementary school where toward the end of the year we would have less tests and projects and practically no homework at all. Gah, I felt so carefree back then.

Anaheim

Leaving to Anaheim this week! I leave on Thursday... So excited :D

YO SO IF

If you are feeling down, here is a picture of a shaved llama to cheer you up!

LOL

So I fell asleep on the couch today and I had a really weird dream...

I was in Ricks class and for some reason it was 6th period instead of the normal 4th period. We were watching a video on astronomy stuff of something and Brian was standing behind me. As the video went on, I got sleepier and sleepier and I somehow fell asleep or something while leaning backwards against something warm and comfortable. I assumed it was Brian, I think... And then I woke up and I turned around and realized it was actually MICHEL!! Brian started laughing at me in his quirky way and then Michel tried to run away cuz he thought I was mad. But I just pulled on his shirt and had him come back to me and then I asked him why he was here and not in PE (but he actually has history last period) and he replied saying that class had ended early for him so he decided to visit me. Apparently I was starting to fall off leaning backwards so he quickly stood behind me and let me lean on him while I slept. So cute! I blushed and then I leaned backwards again and fell back asleep on him while he hugged me from behind.

Then I woke up for real. Best dream ever! Apart from that one dream I had about me and Greyson Chance LOL. I wish this would happen for real though... It'd be so awesome.

Sorry

My apologies! I didn't update this blog at all last week because we were doing STAR testing at school and everyday after I came home from school, I'd be super exhausted and fall asleep.

I would've updated on the weekend too but it was Mother's Day, and you know... gotta spend quality time with me mum! LOL :)

My Profile Picture

If you can't see what my profile picture says,
here's an enlarged version of it (:
I made this, so credit if you use!

It's Funny... Life, That Is.

I find it quite odd the fact how February should have been a really great month for me this year. I was turning 14 on February 14, 2012. 2/14/12... I loved those numbers. It just seemed like February might turn out to be really awesome for me this year.

In fact, it didn't. I ended up having to attend a stupid Saturday School the weekend before my birthday. I didn't celebrate my birthday with my friends. No, instead I spent it at home with my family and an ice cream cake. The only presents I got were from my oldest brother who had come home from college (he goes to Berkeley, which is fairly close to home) and from one of my close friends, Jelena. They weren't exactly the greatest presents in the universe, but it was better than nothing, which I was grateful for. I didn't want to seem like I had friends or people who didn't care about me or my happiness.

Looking back, I realize that even though very few of my friends gave me any presents, they still said "Happy Birthday" to me. Most people were more focused on Valentine's Day, though. That's the sucky thing about my birthday... having it on the same day as a holiday. We were all receiving Valentine's Day cards (we call them Valentine Grams here at our junior high school) and I got one from my friend Jelena and another from a boy asking me if I wanted to go out with him. It turned out to be a joke on me... But, ever since then, that boy and I have become friends. He's a fun guy to hang out with and talk to. Anyways, the fact that Jelena actually spent money on a Valentine Gram for me made me happy. Nobody ever spent money on me before like that... Sure, people buy me presents and stuff, but never has anybody ever spent money on a card just to say the little things that they like about me and why they like being my friend... It just kind of gave me a nice, warm feeling inside. Somebody cared.

Jelena's also the one person these days who actually cares about my back. When I told her I wasn't wearing my brace as often, she automatically replied back saying, "Why? It's better if you do! It'll make your scoliosis curve better, right?" She comforted me when I was down, and she gave me advice on things. Even though I'm older than her, I feel like she has more experience in everything... It's like she knows more about everything.

Also, when I looked at my blog posts today, I saw that I only had 9 posts in the month of February... None of them were quite important. It's as if February was such a dull month that I had nothing to blog about. So February didn't turn out as lovely as I had hoped.

In the end... well, there really is no "in the end." It's more of a slight goodbye until the next time I blog. I need to hurry up and do my stupid history take-home exam/essay. It's worth 50% of my grade. FML. Fuck my history teacher. I hate her. She was the one who gave me the Saturday School (in case you didn't know).

Whoops!

I almost forgot! Happy Cinco de Mayo, everybody! (:

New Edit For Y'All! :D

B.o.B - Both Of Us ft. Taylor Swift [Audio]

wow! i wasnt sure at first if this would be a good song or not but this is actually really great! cuz you see, i wasnt completely and totally sure that taylor's lovely singing voice would work well with b.o.b's hardcore rapping voice. however, it turned out to be a really awesome song! not only that, but the lyrics are really inspirational too... nice job, taylor and b.o.b... i love it (:

Lyrics: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/bob/bothofus.html

New Edit! :D

made this for my gmail signature (:

It's Magic ♥

Forevermore - David Archuleta

such a sweet song ♥ #DA2014

New Edit! You Likey? (:

Original:

My Edit:

click on it and it'll show up in it's actual size (:

I Miss You

it's crazy how fast time flies and suddenly, everything changes... especially people. miss you and the old days, iggy <3

One Direction - La Boite a Questions - FULL/UNCUT February 2012

LOL the boys are so cute (':

My Chant For English Class .-.

Chant: A Midsummer Night’s Dream by William Shakespeare

Several centuries ago
Demetrius was Lysander’s greatest foe
They both fought for Hermia’s hand in marriage
They wanted to sweep her away in a carriage.

Egeus was Hermia’s dad
At Titania Oberon was mad
Egeus wanted Hermia to marry Demetrius
And Oberon made Titania fall in love with a donkey, how curious!

Hermia and Lysander plan to escape Athens
And marry at Lysander’s aunt’s house, but not in the kitchens
But they make a mistake of telling their plan to Helena
Helena informs Demetrius of the elopement, so much drama.

Egeus was Hermia’s dad
At Titania Oberon was mad
Egeus wanted Hermia to marry Demetrius
And Oberon made Titania fall in love with a donkey, how curious!

Puck, Oberon’s merry servant, spread a love potion
Onto Titania’s and Lysander’s eyelids it went, a devious action
The first person they see when they wake up will be their love at first sight
It’ll be like they’re seeing the person, or donkey, in a whole new light.


Egeus was Hermia’s dad
At Titania Oberon was mad
Egeus wanted Hermia to marry Demetrius
And Oberon made Titania fall in love with a donkey, how curious!

Lysander and Demetrius end up falling in love with Helena
But Puck fixes his mistake and Lysander is back with Hermia
Oberon feels bad for Titania and undoes the love potion’s effects
Lysander and Hermia marry and so do Demetrius and Helena with no one that objects.


Egeus was Hermia’s dad
At Titania Oberon was mad
Egeus wanted Hermia to marry Demetrius
And Oberon made Titania fall in love with a donkey, how curious!

Greyson's Album Cover Design Contest

bwahahaha! loved the beginning ♥

One Direction in the Brits Award room

hahahaha Niall's reaction to what Liam said when the
interviewer asked them who they would snog...
NIAM IS REAL <3

You're Beautiful & Don't You Forget It

Harry Styles Cooking

Harry, you are beyond adorable. <3

What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction (cover) Megan Nicole (Photo Booth)

so cute! made me smile (:

One Direction sing Viva La Vida - The X Factor Live - itv.com/xfactor

aw cute, Niall looks so happy in this (:

Niall Horan - best moments

bwahahahahahaha!

Niall Horan (Best Bits) + his laugh

oh Niall... how you make me smile (:
oh hey, that rhymed! :D

ONE DIRECTION Teaches You to Speak British!

omg at 2:00 Niall is so cute!!! (:

One Direction: The full interview

One Direction On Sunrise In Australia (:

Holy Crap

I go online.
I check for my blog.
It tells me this blog is not here anymore.
I freak out.
I sign into blogspot.
I find my blog again.
Everything's all good. :P

One Direction "It's time to get up" song - Niall, Liam and Louis

bwahahahaha these boys...

One Direction on Today Show in AUSTRALIA

bwahahaha these boys are beyond adorable :')

The Hunger Games

So I watched The Hunger Games with a couple of friends yesterday (and then we hung out around the mall afterwards).
It was pretty good.
But, the beginning was way too long.
The ending was too short.
And, they didn't put enough Katniss/Peeta in there.
However, I think that's only because they [the directors] wanted to attract both those who read the books and those who didn't read the books. And, they wanted to attract people of all ages. So, they had to mold the movie into something everyone would want to watch.

Punk'd Season 9 Episode 1

LOL hahahahaha poor Taylor :')
2nd part: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKZ6WamwjnA

Mother of God

Holy crap... Only a few more hours until One Direction is going to be on SNL!!! Sofia Vergara is the host and One Direction is the musical guest... I'm so excited!

Spring Break

Hey y'all! It's spring break for me now, finally. I don't have much homework or tests to do over spring break, which means that I can relax for once.

I also made a friend on Twitter. Well, we've been friends for a while now, but I feel like we're a lot closer now. Her name is Sam (I'm not sure what her full name is) and she's a couple years older than me. We actually have the same birthday though! (: She's really nice and understanding and well, she kind of feels like an older sister to me. I can talk to her about stuff that sisters would tell each other. I don't know if she feels that way, too, but I know I do. I'll be there for her, and I hope she'll be there for me (:

It's not Goodbye

I can't believe David's leaving for a 2-year mission!
I'm going to miss him so much :(
#DavidArchie2014

Up All Night [Full Album] - One Direction

One Direction's full album!
I love them so much; they're so adorable (:

One Direction

So... yeah. I'm kinda obsessed with One Direction now ^^

Inspiration

If You Really...

if you're really believe that your life is hard enough that you should kill yourself, stop and think about it first. i know this is wrong, but experiment a little. if you can purposefully cut yourself on your arm or something so that it starts bleeding and leave it there to scar, then i'd say you're probably brave enough to commit suicide. i wouldn't recommend it though, obviously. i never had the guts to actually take a razor and cut myself on my arm. but i have taken this kind of velcro thing from my scoliosis brace and ripped across my arm so that i had a scratch. i basically scratched myself with that velcro thing until my arms turned red and i started crying from the pain. but i don't do that a lot. only well i feel like my life had gone completely wrong and when i feel like i just want to forget everything and only feel pain. i know what i do is wrong. but when you think about it, it's better than killing yourself right? killing yourself is forever. but just cutting or scratching? well, it's not forever. time heals those scars. and sometimes, i just cant help but to do it. after all... "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" right?

My Worst Enemy

My worst enemy is myself.
Wanna know why?
Because I hurt myself the most.
I bully myself into tears.
What a sad life I lead.

Operation Purple Sky

Da Fuq

What the hell is wrong with this person?!?

Meredith learns about ACM voting...

LOL awh, Taylor and Meredith are so cute!

New Edit!

Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift

Shit

Aw shit my left arm, chest, and ribs hurt like hell.
Plus, my hands are breaking out in a cold sweat right now.
WHY ME. SERIOUSLY.
WHY DO I HAVE TO HAVE ALL THESE FUCKING PROBLEMS?!? WHY DOESN'T ANYBODY ELSE HAVE THEM?!? i hate my life.

I Always Knew.

Guys On The Topic Of Girls

Flirty

Sorry, It's Okay

2012 Wishes

Grey

Well now you know why I write "grey" not "gray"...

Guitar

I WANT A GUITAR SO BADLY.

Surprise Party

Woot! Everything went according to plan. My BFF was scared and surprised and it was so much fun! LOL, we were lighting candles and then spraying sunscreen onto it so that it went into this massive flaming thing. Oh, and I pushed my friend into the pool because he said he would go into my pool if he got $10... But I felt bad for pushing him in LOL even though he told me to. So I gave him $20 instead :D

Me and a couple of my friends who came early baked a yummy chocolate cake for my BFF... it looked really bad at first because we didn't melt the butter well enough so while we were mixing it into a batter, it looked super chunky... Ew O.O

She loved my present too. It was a digital photo frame, and I had preloaded a bunch of pictures in. It was pictures of us during 6th grade graduation, during cherry picking, and during our Halloween party (: Originally I felt horrible because I found out the day before that she already had one. But then, when I showed her it she told me that it was way better than her other one, so I guess it's all good :D

Gah.

They never know how I really feel. I drop little hints here and there, but in the end, I end up having to comfort them. My job is to be the "optimistic one." What ever happened to being pessimistic hm? Ever thought of that? They never realized that I have other feelings, too. I'm not always the happy one. I can't be who I'm not always am. Yeah. I think I have problems. O.o

Keep Your EYES OPEN

"Everybody's waiting for you to breakdown. Everybody's watching to see the fallout. Even when you're sleeping, sleeping. Keep your eyes open. Keep your feet ready, heartbeat steady. Keep your eyes open." -Taylor Swift, Eyes Open.

Eyes Open

Oh My Swift!!!
Her new song for the Hunger Games movie got leaked out and it's so good!! I love the song so much; there's just so much emotion behind the song. I don't know how Taylor does it... She's amazing ♥

Here's a link:
http://tasteofcountry.com/taylor-swift-eyes-open-hunger-games/

Glasses

I hate it when I don't have my glasses on cuz then everybody can see the dark circles underneath my eyes and then they start asking me all these questions like "Are you OK?" or "Damn, you look tired." or "Dude, when do you sleep?!?" They all look at me like I'm crazy. Pftch, well I'm sorry I can't be your average perfect teenager. I'm just me, mk?

My Edits!

some of my picture edits...

 

SAT

Took the SAT today. So tiring. Had to wake up earlier than usual. Got to skip my Chinese midterm, though, so I guess it's okay. The SAT wasn't that bad. Worst part was being all alone. Nobody else was from the same school as me, so I didn't know anybody. Forever alone </3

It's All Over Now

So yeah. I found out that Michel doesn't like me. He only sees me as a friend. He likes Marianne Rara and Thi Luong or something. I feel kinda sad. I thought he actually liked me. Guess not. I just told him that I liked Brian Xie. Which is true, I do like him... I'm just kinda disappointed cuz I thought that Michel had actually liked me... at least just a little bit. But I also told him that I liked someone else, except that it probably wouldn't work out so I was just going to crush on him unawares. I was talking about him. But he didn't know. He wanted to know who it was. I refused to tell him. I told him it was "my secret".

Time to listen to some Taylor Swift songs. I'll probably feel better after listening to "You Belong With Me" or "Teardrops On My Guitar" or something like that.

I promised myself I wouldn't be one of of those lovesick and clingy girls. That's going to be one very hard promise to keep. The fact that we text and chat with each other all the time doesn't help either.

Taking Me Down

Backyard

This is a picture of my backyard that I took a couple days ago...
It's really pretty isn't it? I captured the sunset with it (:

Talking

I love talking to Michel. I just don't know sometimes whether or not I should start the conversation. I know he's there, I just don't want to seem to pushy and seem to have to have the need to talk to him or something. I hate girlfriends who are really pushy and needy.

Everybody Hurts - Avril Lavigne

Don't know 

Don't know if I can do this on my own
Why do you have to leave me
It seems I'm losing something deep inside of me
Hold on onto me
Now I see Now I see

Everybody hurts some days
It's okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts Everybody screams
Everybody feels this way
And it's okay
La di da di da It's okay

It feels like nothing really matters anymore
When you're gone I can't breathe
And I know
You never meant to make me feel this way
This can't be happening
Now I see (now I see) Now I see

Everybody hurts some days
It's okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts Everybody screams
Everybody feels this way
And it's okay
La di da di da It's okay
La la la la la

So many questions so much on my mind
So many answers I can't find
I wish I could turn back the time
I want to
Everybody hurts some days (some days)
Everybody hurts some days (some days)

Everybody hurts some days (some days)
It's okay to be afraid (afraid)
Everybody hurts Everybody screams
Everybody feels this way
And it's okay
La di da di da It's okay
La la la la la It's okay

Everybody hurts somedays
It's okay to be afraid
Everybody hurts some day (yeah we all feel pain)
Everybody feels this way but it'll be okay
Can someone take me away to a better place
Everybody feels this way
It's okay
La di da di da It's okay
La la la la la It's okay
La di da di da It's okay
La la la la la It's okay

Made These 2 Pics, What Do You Think?

Short Update

OMG IM SO EXCITED. IM HOLDING A SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR MY BEST FRIEND. BUT SHHHH IT'S A SURPRISE! SO KEEP IT A SECRET! ;)

So You See...

There's this guy that I really like. Actually, there's 2 guys. But they always say that if you're in love with two people, pick the second one. Because, if you truly loved the first person, you wouldn't have noticed the second. I think those are very wise words. :*

Anyways, so one guy, I've liked for a while now. But we usually only talk at school, and the conversation can get awkward fast. Like, 20 minutes fast. And he's so much smarter than me, too. That kind of makes me feel stupid compared to him.

The other guy, I just started liking... around my birthday actually (February 14th). Yes, yes I'm born on Valentine's Day, I know. It's not that big of a deal. Anyways, we chat on Gmail, we text, we Skype. We talk a lot about random things. The conversation never gets awkward or anything. And plus, he's not super smart either - so I don't feel dumb or anything LOL.

Who to choose?

Updates

I really should update more often.
But school's been really hectic.
It's the third quarter...
Wow, time passes by fast.
Third quarter means that one more quarter and school will be over. Ew, I forgot. There's still the end of year finals. I hate finals. So much studying to do...

I'll probably update more in the summer time :)

Gasp.

WOW I haven't updated in forever.
I know, saying that I've been busy is not a good excuse, but it's true.
Plus, I have computer restrictions =.=

I think I like someone.
And I think he might like me, too.
I wonder if we'll date? ;)

Oh my gosh, I'm 14 now!
Can you believe it? :D
LOL I turned 14 on February 14...
Quite ironic, eh?

Grammys

Today the Grammys are on. YAY LET'S GO TAYLOR!!!
If Taylor wins all of the Grammys that she was nominated today, then she'll have 6 in total. That's as much as Whitney Houston, and Taylor's only 22 years old!!

Oh, by the way, I forgot to tell you - Whitney Houston died yesterday at the age of 48. Reasons why? Unknown. But it's most likely because of the drugs that she took after her career had started to plummet... Poor Whitney Houston. RIP Whitney Houston.

Twitter

Gah, NOOOOOO I'm on tweet limit. =.=
LET ME TWEET!!!

The Diary of Taylor Swift... part 2

If you want to see more "The Diary of Taylor Swift" pages, check out the website that I got them from! I decided that it took too much time to post every single one of them, so I thought, why not just give you guys the website instead? I apologize if you liked it better when I posted them here instead of just giving you the website, but I'm sorry, I just don't have the time to waste... :-/

Anyways, here's the website! http://thediaryoftaylorswift.tumblr.com/page/2

♥Love♥

Update

So... I went to my Saturday School. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It was from 8:30am-12:30pm. There were like, 10-12 people there total, I think. We got 3 breaks - one at 9:30am, one at 10:30am, and on at 11:30am. We got hot chocolate and popcorn during the 10:30am break... yum.

The classroom was rather interesting looking... The teacher was fairly nice.

I saw a bunch of people I knew... They were actually people I never thought were the kind to get a Saturday School. It just never seemed like the kind of thing that they would do LOL.

There were actually 2 other people there who had gotten a Saturday School from the same teacher that I got it from - my history teacher Mrs. Hottle. I think she enjoys giving out Saturday Schools. One of the guys who got the Saturday School from Mrs. Hottle got it for the exact same reason that I did. It's so scary how alike it was... we even brought the same thing to do during the 4 hours.

Anyways, besides my Saturday School stuff... I've been getting lots of talk about boys. As in, boys who are in love with me or have a crush on me and stuff. It's weird. My mom says that I attract too many boys LOL. Right now, as of the moment, I think there are at least 7 guys that are in love with me or have a crush on me. Hahaha, I never knew I was so liked.

Um, oh yeah. I had an orthodontist appointment the other day. They had to re-position my braces, so you know what they did? They took off every single thing so that all that was left were the braces brackets things. Then, they took off certain brackets. It HURT!!! I never thought it would actually hurt that much! And then, they put them back on, but in a different position/angle. So now my teeth hurt like hell. It's like I got my braces all over again! =.=

Ugh, oh and I took a science test on Friday and got a D- on it. I suck like shit. Why can't I ever do better than that?!? I want to be SMART for once. I hate feeling dumb and stupid. It makes me feel worthless.

"Feels like my life's been passing by with happiness just bein' a lie. How did I get here, where am I going? One more day without knowing. Struggling for one more breath, as I'm drowning in a painful death. Can someone reach out for me? In this dark and dreary sea..." -David Archuleta, Falling.

Hey

Hey everybody, sorry I haven't updated in so long.
It's just that, well, I've been really busy...
I know that's what everybody says, but it's true!
I barely had any time to myself.
AND not only that, but my parents restricted my computer time.
I'm only allowed to use it for 2 hours.
So, I have to make the most of what I have.
Which means that all my computer time = homework time.
Yeah, it sucks.

Anyways, I wanted to show you a new picture that I made.
Hope you guys like it! (:

If you want it as your wallpaper or something, just click on the image. It should enlarge then. After that, right click and select "Save Image As" and yeah. Enjoy! (: